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PerfectVictory

PerfectVictory

God of the New World
Nov 9, 2025
42
Has anyone made a playlist that they will share after they CTB do their friends and family. I did it has over 200 songs and I've really enjoyed creating it. I tried to mainly pick songs that could be someway connected to me committing suicide, but I also have songs that I like or I feel represent me in some way. Some of the songs are there kind of as easter eggs or memes.
 
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retstardeda$$hole

Member
Jul 21, 2026
34
Idk I just have 3 songs for now because they encapsulate my reasons for suicide.

In the End (Demo) - Linkin Park
Imperfection - Skillet
Superstar - GRMLN
 
notthatclever

notthatclever

Hand me my c*nt buzzer..
Jul 28, 2026
39
I listen to a lot of music about how I feel in the current moment or about something specific but no playlist for my family.. they don't deserve one.. they don't get a letter or anything.. I honestly don't feel like my reasons are that opaque as to why.. but I know all the dumbasses will scratch their head why I did it.. big part of their problem to begin with.. I have no desire to comfort those I leave behind but I get why some people might..
 

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