Suicide Pact

[tabris_075]

Have you ever thought about Suicide Pact? I always thought it would make my death meaningful somehow

 

[FuneralCry]

No. I want to die alone in peace, far away from other people and just be forgotten about. But ideally I'd wish to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all.

 

[Toobrokentofix]

No. I want to die alone in peace, far away from other people and just be forgotten about. But ideally I'd wish to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all.

Me too. So much. It would make ctb so much simpler

 

[tabris_075]

No. I want to die alone in peace, far away from other people and just be forgotten about. But ideally I'd wish to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all.

I respect that, it surely is also a way to make out for all the disturbances of life, loosing all attachments to mundane matters, it feels like death itself

 

[Slow_Farewell]

I think there's a thread for that if you want someone to make that pact with.
Personally no, I don't trust myself enough to not interfere with the other person, and I may not be sensitive enough to the other persons needs.

 

[tabris_075]

I think there's a thread for that if you want someone to make that pact with.
Personally no, I don't trust myself enough to not interfere with the other person, and I may not be sensitive enough to the other persons needs.

You seem like a very kind person

 

[throneofdispair03]

No. I want to die alone in peace, far away from other people and just be forgotten about. But ideally I'd wish to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all.

I think so as well.

 

[Slow_Farewell]

You seem like a very kind person

Hardly. Just painfully aware of my own short-comings. but thank you.

 

[mortuarymary]

I dont get the pact thing. Ending one's life is a private affair, just for you.
what if the other backs out etc etc.

 

[tabris_075]

I dont get the pact thing. Ending one's life is a private affair, just for you.
what if the other backs out etc etc.

I get it, I just tend to think about fulfilling my wish for some affection in the very end, it brings me peace. I'm sick and tired of many people but there is still some expectation to find someone to understand my own wish for death, especially someone who has a matching one, it would be beautiful to leave this world together

 

[mortuarymary]

I get it, I just tend to think about fulfilling my wish for some affection in the very end, it brings me peace. I'm sick and tired of many people but there is still some expectation to find someone to understand my own wish for death, especially someone who has a matching one, it would be beautiful to leave this world together

There is a thread if you go back to the start of the forums and you can find others who want a pact. I can see the romance in 2 lovers leaving together, I get that.

 

[tabris_075]

There is a thread if you go back to the start of the forums and you can find others who want a pact. I can see the romance in 2 lovers leaving together, I get that.

Thank you very much for the kind information, but I live in a country most of the users are not from, so probably i won't be able to find myself a partner

 

[Kit1]

I was thinking of this earlier today. I have always wanted to die alone. However earlier today, I saw someone here who posted out that they are in the process ending their life. Had also mentioned that she could not get to Beachy Head or anywhere to end their life. As I am seriously considering ending my life and have a plan and this person and I (feels like) we had similar challenges and eventual let downs by NHS, I was seriously considering reaching out to her to join her. However I didn't due to any possible legal implications - in case one person survives, there is a possibility the survivor might be charged (not sure).., However I have been thinkingvif all of us who were let down by NHS go together whether they will actually look after people who are extremely vulnerable in the future.., But will not test this thought - I will die alone.

 

[Unattainable666]

No. I want to die alone in peace, far away from other people and just be forgotten about. But ideally I'd wish to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all.

I feel the same way

 

[tabris_075]

I was thinking of this earlier today. I have always wanted to die alone. However earlier today, I saw someone here who posted out that they are in the process ending their life. Had also mentioned that she could not get to Beachy Head or anywhere to end their life. As I am seriously considering ending my life and have a plan and this person and I (feels like) we had similar challenges and eventual let downs by NHS, I was seriously considering reaching out to her to join her. However I didn't due to any possible legal implications - in case one person survives, there is a possibility the survivor might be charged (not sure).., However I have been thinkingvif all of us who were let down by NHS go together whether they will actually look after people who are extremely vulnerable in the future.., But will not test this thought - I will die alone.

It's your decision to make, i have always been to afraid to reach out to anyone to join me, but the idea is still comforting

 

[xsa]

To be honest, I wouldnt want to do that. I feel like people would assume I did it because somebody else forced me to.

 

[tabris_075]

To be honest, I wouldnt want to do that. I feel like people would assume I did it because somebody else forced me to.

I surely get that, people tend to blame others when they aren't able to understand a choice, specially such an important one. I guess our free will it's not that important after all, the living can twist the story as much as they like to fit into their "right thing" list, it is truly a shame