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MeowTheFlemishCat
"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
- Mar 3, 2023
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Ostracized June 2021 and then January of 2022 my best friend left to rejoin the group and they smeared me for a year.
It's a mental health oriented Discord. The best friend I spend 750 hours with in 3 months early 2021. We had a close mutual 3 year long friendship.
I'm totally alone with mental illness worse than I could've ever imagined it being (severe OCD ~ emotional contamination and CPTSD, both diagnosed), 1.25 years inpatient and 5 years of therapy total, etc.
It feels like a valid reason to commit suicide over although I'm going with euthanasia because it's a slightly less bad way to die
I have thousands upon thousands of messages, memories, art, and moments I'd like to archive but uncertain whom to leave them to or with or where to store it for the long term or why it's just proof of my existence ...
Any advice is appreciated!!
It's a mental health oriented Discord. The best friend I spend 750 hours with in 3 months early 2021. We had a close mutual 3 year long friendship.
I'm totally alone with mental illness worse than I could've ever imagined it being (severe OCD ~ emotional contamination and CPTSD, both diagnosed), 1.25 years inpatient and 5 years of therapy total, etc.
It feels like a valid reason to commit suicide over although I'm going with euthanasia because it's a slightly less bad way to die
I have thousands upon thousands of messages, memories, art, and moments I'd like to archive but uncertain whom to leave them to or with or where to store it for the long term or why it's just proof of my existence ...
Any advice is appreciated!!