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braziliansuicidegirl

braziliansuicidegirl

Member
Nov 9, 2020
32
Have you ever written or tried to write your suicide note? I don't really know what I'm going to write when the time comes.
I'm sleepless and just thinking about it now
 
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Cry

Cry

Member
Sep 2, 2020
27
Sure I did, just let yourself be carried away by all your feelings in that letter it feels good.
 
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TroubledTroglodyte

TroubledTroglodyte

Member
Nov 16, 2019
9
Written one or two when I was much younger, but I could never articulate all my reasoning for taking my life. Now a days, those reasons are more convoluted then ever before. I'm leaving no note.
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
Yes. Multiple times. Most of the time it's just a jumbled mess of random thoughts that probably almost always fails to get to the point. I think it helps me get my feelings out that I fail at expressing or simply can't say.
 
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Nelaaaaa

Nelaaaaa

Member
Oct 6, 2020
11
I have but it's been months since I wrote it and my feelings changed so I burned the letter. I will leave one for sure though.
 
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virginiawoolf86

virginiawoolf86

Specialist
Jul 4, 2020
316
I have what I called a Suicide Diary. There are some notes to people, and other parts are quotes and song lyrics that I thought were personally fitting. I keep meaning to revisit it to add more things.
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,864
Mine would end up being a suicide novel. I just have too much to say. I probably won't write a note at all. My suicide will be enough of a statement in and of itself, I think. People will say "well, he must have been very unhappy". Yup - that about sums it up.
 
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SweetTangerine

SweetTangerine

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Nov 9, 2020
41
i've tried writing it so many times but it just never comes out right. i think the perfect suicide note comes right before you are about to ctb because you begin to fully realize that these will be your last words and you just want to let it all pour out. you're most vulnerable and emotional at that point and you'll be able to let out all of those thoughts in a final hurrah.

theres no such thing as a perfect suicide note. all you have to do is let out your feelings. you shouldn't try to stress over it because when you begin, you really won't know how to stop.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Work in progress consisting of a letter and a little notebook of quotes, thoughts etc
I am not very good at expressing myself, and it is very important to me that people understand why I need to die.
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
Drafted my suicide notes a few times,
Expressed to family the core concept many times,

I just have to organise it and leave it finalised on hard and soft copies.
 
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Murasa

Murasa

"The Great Little Captain"
Dec 3, 2020
1,756
I have tried it many times, but never managed to get the right words, I have thought of simply trying to write one for each person I want to send a last message to. I suppose that the importance that people give to their last words varies, but in my case I want to be as concise and sincere as possible, I want to avoid any harm that my goodbye to my friends may cause once I achieve my goal.
 
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PapaSuicide

PapaSuicide

Student
Oct 27, 2020
117
I wrote my suicide note when I tried to ctb and failed! I won't write again!
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Have you ever written or tried to write your suicide note? I don't really know what I'm going to write when the time comes.
I'm sleepless and just thinking about it now
Just pore your heart out, I'm sure the words will just flow when you start writing. Best wishes.
 
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foxdie

Got my ticket
Aug 18, 2020
1,011
I wrote out my whole note by hand when I made an attempt. Now it's just sitting in my desk cause I failed. Not sure if I should destroy it or save it for next time.
 
Unlucky Self

Unlucky Self

Possibly Cursed
Mar 14, 2020
29
My suicide note is: "Do not resuscitate."
 
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суисида

Member
Dec 4, 2020
7
Yes, mine is ready. I have a general one. I may leave a couple of personal letters to make sure specific people in my life know it's not their fault.
 
rosedavinci

rosedavinci

Member
Jan 20, 2021
69
I wrote my suicide note when I tried to ctb and failed! I won't write again!
That sounds awful, and I couldn't imagine experiencing that. I am so sorry. Which method did you originally use?
 
Birdie

Birdie

Member
Sep 19, 2020
82
I have so much to write, but I don't think I will be able to when the time comes. Maybe if I write it a few days before...
 
inthemoonblue

inthemoonblue

Member
Nov 26, 2020
84
I have one written in my phone. I'm guessing it'll be found when the day comes.
 
Bazzinga

Bazzinga

Lost
Dec 25, 2020
742
I've written a few suicide notes myself but they all ended up in the trash because I think I didn't convey what I had to say enough through notes so I'm just planning on leaving voice recs behind before I leave that would seem to convey what I've wanted to say better I guess
 
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