Discussion Suicide method in Europe

[SubZero]

With each day of more intense suffering I find myself ready to CTB. However, I know myself and I am certain I would not be able to do it by hanging, jumping, sleeping pills etc. My preferred methods are a gun and maybe N. However, it is difficult to get both of them in Eastern Europe. Do you have any suggestions where I can acquire one of those from the Balkans?

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[SubZero]

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[onleana]

i honestly have no idea how to get them either, im from Europe too. i personally chose to go with SN - if done right it's pretty painless and peaceful. sending you looots of hugs friend ❤❤❤❤

 

[SubZero]

Than you friend! I am sure I am not going to be able to go through so many preparations as SN requires. I want to purchase a gun preferably. This is why I was hoping someone would jump in and provide some advice. For the record I already went through the gun thread.

 

[Interloper]

Do you have any suggestions where I can acquire one of those from the Balkans?

Are you already disqualified from applying for any license because of your mental health?

 

[SubZero]

@AntiquatedHorror I am not, but I will not be able to go to a shooting range for the needed practice because I have bad hyperacusis and tinnitus which are my main reasons to ctb. In my country it is really slow process and it is really hard to obtain a license.

 

[Interloper]

@AntiquatedHorror I am not, but I will not be able to go to a shooting range for the needed practice because I have bad hyperacusis and tinnitus which are my main reasons to ctb. In my country it is really slow process and it is really hard to obtain a license.

But if you're sticking around still, is there anything else that keeps you from trying to obtain a license? Up to the range test at least, and what about really heavy duty noise-cancelling headphones for when you're on the range? They help a lot for me but I don't have an extreme case of tinnitus (yet). Sorry if you've already tried those, just tossing out ideas.

 

[SubZero]

I am basically home bound due to this condition and cannot even tolerate normal sounds at home. I wear ear protection. For example I am unable to go to the grocery store or anywhere that there is some noise. At least for now... so there is no hearing protection that will release me from suffering permanent ear damage from shooting.

 

[LittleCloud]

I am basically home bound due to this condition and cannot even tolerate normal sounds at home. I wear ear protection. For example I am unable to go to the grocery store or anywhere that there is some noise. At least for now... so there is no hearing protection that will release me from suffering permanent ear damage from shooting.

Ah, a fellow balkan person! We are truly everywhere. I don't know which exact country you're from, but gun laws are fairly lax in balkans, if you can handle the paper work. A lot of families have guns, so maybe somebody in your family already has a gun, but keeps it a secret?

 

[SubZero]

I would not kill myself with a gun belonging to a family member. I cannot drag them down with me. There will be legal consequences for them if I do that.