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Sep 8, 2022
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Suicide is all I can think about. Just numb suicide thoughts.
I wanna bash my head into a brick wall until it's just bloody chunks of flesh flying off
I wanna bash my head against a brick wall until it's just bloody chunks flying off
Hate myself so fucking much
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Existing certainly is so torturous, so of course it's really understandable desperately wishing to be gone, to me simply just existing here makes the thought of non-existence sound so incredibly appealing. I hope that you eventually find freedom from all suffering.
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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My life was the question.
 
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Dead inside
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Thinking of suicide is now my default mental state.
 
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