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Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
282
I find myself getting closer and closer to my death. I think I've finally set an actual date for it, and I'm just trying to process the dying process, becoming more comfortable with it, knowing that my pain will be over soon and I can return to the cosmos. It feels more peaceful and relaxing just thinking of the idea of me being dead and gone, it's getting back to the same feelings of when i first tried, just an overwhelming sense of bliss and peace at the thought of my death. I tried giving life one last try after my first failed attempt, thinking maybe there was a reason for me still being here, but there's not, it was just unfortunate i did not die that first time. I cannot wait for this time to succeed. I'm filled with so much peace and joy just knowing it will all be done very soon. 54 days left. 2/22 is the date. It's the angel number to work towards my souls purpose, and i believe my souls purpose is self deletion
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,713
I imagine it must be a relief to feel at peace, for me personally death would be a relief as well, I only hope to permanently cease existing and never suffer ever again, I'd be so relieved to finally cease existing, I only wish for all to be gone and forgotten about for me. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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Pentobarbital_Plz

Pentobarbital_Plz

STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
Oct 28, 2022
275
What method are you going with?
 
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Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
282
What method are you going with?
Sodium nitrite. Ive got it in my car hidden along with the other stuff needed for it to go right
I imagine it must be a relief to feel at peace, for me personally death would be a relief as well, I only hope to permanently cease existing and never suffer ever again, I'd be so relieved to finally cease existing, I only wish for all to be gone and forgotten about for me. But anyway I wish you the best.
Ive seen you responding a lot to posts. Im sorry youre in so much pain, i hope whatever you choose gets rid of it for you
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
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I find myself getting closer and closer to my death. I think I've finally set an actual date for it, and I'm just trying to process the dying process, becoming more comfortable with it, knowing that my pain will be over soon and I can return to the cosmos. It feels more peaceful and relaxing just thinking of the idea of me being dead and gone, it's getting back to the same feelings of when i first tried, just an overwhelming sense of bliss and peace at the thought of my death. I tried giving life one last try after my first failed attempt, thinking maybe there was a reason for me still being here, but there's not, it was just unfortunate i did not die that first time. I cannot wait for this time to succeed. I'm filled with so much peace and joy just knowing it will all be done very soon. 54 days left. 2/22 is the date. It's the angel number to work towards my souls purpose, and i believe my souls purpose is self deletion
So happy for you and a bit jelly especially as I feel hungry right now and want to done on food and feeling like I'm trapped with thoughts of food because I get bored 🙃. Please be at ease, my friend. 😊💕🥺
 
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CogitoMori

PM if you'd like my discord to chat more easily
Oct 21, 2024
418
I survived 2 attempts and figured that meant I was supposed to try to make things better. The only reason the universe kept me here was to punish me more by finally letting me taste what happiness feels like and then ripping it away. I'm ready for my last attempt fortunately.
 
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