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ZwartHartje

ZwartHartje

Experienced
May 5, 2026
240
Well this in the Human condition to always find a purpose other wise he would give up. Specially in the hard time.
They aren't meaning to anything. No even the pain we endure.
I refuse the possibility that I've gone through 4 decades of this sh!t for absolutely nothing!
Fortunately, materialism/physicalism is just another belief that I don't adhere to.

This video is over an hour long but you need to listen only to the introduction, less than a minute, to get the complete explanation of the view of consciousness as I see it too, I agree 100% with Dr. Iain McGilchrist, "your brain is not intelligent."
 
hooman57

hooman57

kill me
Aug 13, 2026
17
I don't care if suicide is a sin. Why is it that every time I need comfort or reassure from someone I'm always reminded that suicide is a "sin" do you think I'll care about that? no, I've tried to commit suicide for the seventh time many years ago since I was 11.

believe me, I don't care whether I go to hell or heaven. You want me to care about my own life? You guys don't even care about my life, talking some bullshits about awareness when the only advice you gave me is for me to burn in hell for enternity if i ever kill my self, they say that life is something precious and we shouldn't throw it away, that's just stupid and foolish people. I hate everyone I hope you feel what I feel.
regardless on whether its a sin or not, sins are forgivable. you are not outright rejecting God by committing suicide, you are just coming to him sooner. people sin everyday billions of times a day and still go to heaven
 

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