Help Suicide In a Place Where Its Hard To Get Essentials For It

[DBD Trapper]

My go to methods would be something that put me asleep and die while in it. I don't have access to sleeping meds or other drugs that could kill me painlessly with ease or sources where I'd get them.

I'd like to have something that puts me asleep. It feels like it's too late for me to get better, it's hard to do things and I live with the constant fear not being able to do things I like anymore and everything that's left I like is somehow going to be taken away. I've been neglected a lot during my childhood, my family is still mean towards me, I don't seem to get along with people. I want the fear and anxiety to end. People will not understand me and whoever is near me kicks me when I'm already down.

If anyone knows painless methods that can be done at home in the northern side of Europe that can be store bought or something, please tell.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just want a death like falling asleep permanently, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have that option, I hope that you find peace.

 

[RoseGirl]

If you live alone carbon monoxide will give u exactly that. 0 pain and a warm comfort. But i do not recommend to do it in ur own house unless you live alone. The amount it takes to kill you peacefully is enough to harmful to others around + they will smell the smoke.

Uhm I'm like kinda at the end of that pathway where nothing is enjoyable anymore. I've had everything taken from me, my intelligence, my friends, my self respect. I used to cry a lot over it but I've been like this for a year now and all i want is my gf and to be able to enjoy roblox again. Rn I'm hoping I'll become semi functional w a different a different anti depressant dose.