suicide discussion

[ever so lonely]

anti anxiety pills, anti depressants anti ptsd meds, anti other meds so many to list, and name here to tell the truth, none of which works in my experience, nor does the therapy, peeps, i know for some there suicidal tendencies are fleeting for me its an every day thing, been going on a couple years now, fucking here and tortured on the daily for the most part, thinking of loved ones who have passed over, helpless and alone, for the most part, tortured by my mind, i have my suicide method thank god, should i need to act upon it, and that is comforting to know in and of itself, knowing i am master of my own destiny, and by extension demise, just so tired people, so tired to be honest, for some i guess this is fleeting, i envy those people, for me constant, anybody relate ?.

 

[U. A.]

Uh, you've got a name and address well visible on those meds, pal...not sure you want those visible on this site...