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sweetsweetsuicide

sweetsweetsuicide

ଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧ Magical Girl 🍰🍥
Oct 17, 2025
44
I've tried to jump infront of a train a few times before, but SI always kicks in. Out of all the methods I've tried/wanted to try, jumping infront of a moving train seems like the best option. But its just so difficult, especially when there are others watching. And it's not like I can try when there aren't any people, because trains don't run at that time.

I wish I was mentally stronger so I could just do it without thinking
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Mage
Apr 18, 2023
536
SI can be a torture in itself. I still haven't used my SN that I bought two years ago even though I've had multiple opportunities. Sometimes I feel like a coward for not getting it over with so my family to get the insurance money they deserve instead of suffering my continued existence.
 
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lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
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I've tried to jump infront of a train a few times before, but SI always kicks in. Out of all the methods I've tried/wanted to try, jumping infront of a moving train seems like the best option. But its just so difficult, especially when there are others watching. And it's not like I can try when there aren't any people, because trains don't run at that time.

I wish I was mentally stronger so I could just do it without thinking
okay imo dont go with the train method , because number one obviously huge public will witness and there will be multiple children who might be traumatized unless you want to do it in public for ither purposes , second if you even get hit by a train either of 2 things will happen number one , if its going slowly you will probably end up with lot of injuries without ctb , second if you get cut by the train wheels in half its a pretty long and painful death or even if you lose a limb or two , it take a long time to bleed out
I would suggest you take a peaceful method like CO / SN / helium ( hard to obtain )
 
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sweetsweetsuicide

sweetsweetsuicide

ଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧ Magical Girl 🍰🍥
Oct 17, 2025
44
okay imo dont go with the train method , because number one obviously huge public will witness and there will be multiple children who might be traumatized unless you want to do it in public for ither purposes , second if you even get hit by a train either of 2 things will happen number one , if its going slowly you will probably end up with lot of injuries without ctb , second if you get cut by the train wheels in half its a pretty long and painful death or even if you lose a limb or two , it take a long time to bleed out
I would suggest you take a peaceful method like CO / SN / helium ( hard to obtain )
Thank you!! What does CO stand for?
 
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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
570
I thought about it too but problem is electricity. Are railways not electrified ? I think they are in my country but I'm not sure.
 
BrainSplatter

BrainSplatter

Student
Oct 31, 2025
196
I thought about it too but problem is electricity. Are railways not electrified ? I think they are in my country but I'm not sure.
Yeah it's the 3rd rail that's usually electrified stepping on that alone can be fatal
 
58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
eh fuck that imagine waking up in the hospital without legs
cute pfp :heart:
 
Greasyhair

Greasyhair

Member
Oct 18, 2025
72
I am currently on train method. My plan atm is instead jumping in front of train at station, is lay my head down on more isolate rail track. This way I can do it in privacy, practice, and hopefully not become vegetable.

Its very barebones as I few things to finish before I can research further, and I am waiting for summer to come again before going to check things out physically
 
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