Suicide by infection?

[@ethan]

I have taken this into plenty thought and my mind is only focused on this one very painful and fairly disgusting way to cease to exist.

I have already taken steps of creating open (muscle-deep) wounds on my body in hopes of furthering the increasing chance of infection & sepsis.

Only thing is, I can't think of a way to properly infect the wound.

Would you agree that simply touching objects (such as a toilet seat, a faucet handle, door knobs of my workplace, etc) and then touching the wound repeatedly, (sticking my fingers basically wherever I can inside of the wound) is enough to redeem infection?

What are your thoughts and ideas?
Is there anything else you think I can do to redeem an infection?


Thanks! This is my first post. Can't wait to help some of you within my hopefully last few days.

 

[NotMeantForHere]

Whoa. This sounds like a painful way to die. And the way I see it, it's possible that if you get an infection of some sort you might just have to get an amputation at worst. I don't know about this method, but that's just me...

 

[@ethan]

Whoa. This sounds like a painful way to die. And the way I see it, it's possible that if you get an infection of some sort you might just have to get an amputation at worst. I don't know about this method, but that's just me...

Well the overall point would to lie down in bed and take it; It is possible for the infection to go away, but with the size of the wound and the use of no medicines I have a strong doubt.

No ER/Hospital visit will be made, therefore no amputation and only increased spread of infection to my organs. Only a visit to deaths door.

 

[NotMeantForHere]

I think it would take too long and you would be found before you're gone and once your intentions were realized you might end up in the psych ward.. but thats just my opinion..

 

[faust]

Hello, I think it would not work.
It is not that easy to get severe infection if you have strong immune system.
And ofc not a pleasant way to go.

 

[marcusuk63]

By the empty shelves of hand sanitiser and loo roll in the supermarkets you would think just going out of the door you will get "infected" and die

 

[@ethan]

Thank you all for your opinions. It's undeniably stupid of me for thinking this would work. I do have a fairly healthy immune system, so it is still likely I will fight off the infection before it turns poisonous.

I'll stitch this up myself and will follow through with my other CTB option, jumping.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Thank you all for your opinions. It's undeniably stupid of me for thinking this would work. I do have a fairly healthy immune system, so it is still likely I will fight off the infection before it turns poisonous.

I'll stitch this up myself and will follow through with my other CTB option, jumping.

I wish you the best … I hope you won't suffer. If you decide not to go through with it, you are always welcome here.
I am happy you won't be trying to get an infection.