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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
Fentanyl is a very powerful drug. It's much more potent than morfin and heroin. I have just discovered this drug and it seems very interesting to me. (But I must add that I'm not yet finished doing research on it. This thread is a part of my research.)

Anyway… Fentanyl is the drug that the singer in The Cranberries, Dolores O'Riordian, used when she killed herself. And several other celebrities has also died by Fentanyl-OD, for example Prince and Tom Petty.

I have read about a man who commited suicide by placing several Fentanyl-patches on his body. Very inspirational! This seems like the perfect way to ctb if you ask me! Imagine putting 20 Fentanyl patches on your body and then going to bed! And then sleep forever! This is the way I want to go!!

But the problem is of course how to obtain Fentanyl patches. This is only available for people with strong and chronic pain, like people with cancer.

I feel very confident that if I had any Fentanyl patches on my table at this moment I would kill myself right here right now! I would overcome the fear and just do it!
 
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itsallover

Arcanist
Jun 29, 2018
478
Yeah it would get you high as hell and then you would drift off. Most OD's are from counterfeit fentanyl sold on the street. I am going to start looking on the black market for it.
 
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Fenrirsend

Student
Jul 15, 2018
106
Fent is how i wanna go..but besides darknet I dunno how to get it n im gonna be honest..I'm not smart or tech savvy enough to use darknet
 
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Ambivalent

Member
Jul 15, 2018
11
I've seen more than one person die from fentanyl. They get a silly-happy look on their face from the high. It becomes etched on their faces after they die. It's quite a sight.

I agree it might be one of the best ways to go. But purity and legality two big issues. If you get caught buying it, you might be better off dead. But if you buy stuff that's cut with rat poison, it might be long time before you get to try a safer method (like hypoxia).
 
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Bkcanes

Member
Jul 14, 2018
7
I bought 2 fentanyl pills took them and nothing so don't trust the streets for dosage cause you might get ripped off like me..
 
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Fenrirsend

Student
Jul 15, 2018
106
I bought 2 fentanyl pills took them and nothing so don't trust the streets for dosage cause you might get ripped off like me..
Where'd u get it?

N no ur gonna do it then go big.
 
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Azure

Little Chemist
Jun 13, 2018
133
Fentanyl was one of the most popular methods some time ago, until it came to attention of the chinese government and got banned.
Nowadays you wont find pure fentanyl unless you go the extra mile, and nobody can assure youre not getting scammed.

I'd suggest you research in other methods.
 
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chronicpainnomore

Not Circling the Drain Anymore
May 31, 2018
310
If your aim is to overdose on fentanyl and you have the patches with the gel inside, it would be quicker and more effective to cut the patches open and place the gel contents under your tongue. The way the patches work when used normally isn't as simple as the drug crossing over the skin into the bloodstream. The drug crosses the skin and then builds up in the subcutaneous fat layer, which builds a reservoir of the drug, and it is slowly metabolized from there. By placing the gel under your tongue, you are giving it a quicker route into your bloodstream.

Note that this only applies to the patches with gel inside. If they're the other type of patches where the drug is contained within the plastic matrix, the quickest way to get the fent to dump into the bloodstream might be to place a heating pad on top of the area where you've stuck the patches. This can dramatically speed up release of the medication.

It's also important to take into account how naive you are to opioids. If you have a tolerance to them at all, this can make CTB with opioids quite difficult.
 
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Timesup

Member
Jul 18, 2018
11
Sounds better than N
 
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transgenderfailure

Subhuman Creature
Apr 30, 2018
117
i have 500mg (ld50 is 3mg i believe) fentanyl powder, i have to snort it but im scared that ill experience suffocation before i die, i think i need benzos
 
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saffron

Student
Jul 18, 2018
128
i have 500mg (ld50 is 3mg i believe) fentanyl powder, i have to snort it but im scared that ill experience suffocation before i die, i think i need benzos

It'll be painless either way but def add benzos and crush them up.
Take a few benzos first to get sleepy then take the rest after the fent. Subcutaneous injection is also an option.
Anti emetic is also good.
 
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I will go soon

Member
Apr 9, 2018
62
What happens if you inject 500mg?
 
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transgenderfailure

Subhuman Creature
Apr 30, 2018
117
It'll be painless either way but def add benzos and crush them up.
Take a few benzos first to get sleepy then take the rest after the fent. Subcutaneous injection is also an option.
Anti emetic is also good.
without benzos what will happen? i can't get them I think
 
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saffron

Student
Jul 18, 2018
128
without benzos what will happen? i can't get them I think

They're easy enough to get off a bulk billing dr, I got valium that way. Not sure if you have bulk billing where you live.
Similar if you OD, get high, fall asleep, into coma, breathing suppressed, death.. but there's a good chance you'll throw up.
 
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Fenrirsend

Student
Jul 15, 2018
106
i have 500mg (ld50 is 3mg i believe) fentanyl powder, i have to snort it but im scared that ill experience suffocation before i die, i think i need benzos
How did u get so much? I can't get any
 
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saffron

Student
Jul 18, 2018
128
How did u get so much? I can't get any

Have you looked at the top darknet markets? Last time I looked it's still around but rarer, maybe more expensive and vendors aren't as trustworthy these days or they unknowingly buy shit product and sell to customers.
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
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Fentanyl is a very powerful drug. It's much more potent than morfin and heroin. I have just discovered this drug and it seems very interesting to me. (But I must add that I'm not yet finished doing research on it. This thread is a part of my research.)

Anyway… Fentanyl is the drug that the singer in The Cranberries, Dolores O'Riordian, used when she killed herself. And several other celebrities has also died by Fentanyl-OD, for example Prince and Tom Petty.

I have read about a man who commited suicide by placing several Fentanyl-patches on his body. Very inspirational! This seems like the perfect way to ctb if you ask me! Imagine putting 20 Fentanyl patches on your body and then going to bed! And then sleep forever! This is the way I want to go!!

But the problem is of course how to obtain Fentanyl patches. This is only available for people with strong and chronic pain, like people with cancer.

I feel very confident that if I had any Fentanyl patches on my table at this moment I would kill myself right here right now! I would overcome the fear and just do it!
LMFAO!
 
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Fenrirsend

Student
Jul 15, 2018
106
Have you looked at the top darknet markets? Last time I looked it's still around but rarer, maybe more expensive and vendors aren't as trustworthy these days or they unknowingly buy shit product and sell to customers.
That's kinda the problem...it's ussaly a scam or next to useless. If it is good it's so exspensive Its crazy.
 
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saffron

Student
Jul 18, 2018
128
That's kinda the problem...it's ussaly a scam or next to useless. If it is good it's so exspensive Its crazy.

Vendors come and go so maybe wait and see. Remember, living longer will end up costing more than a method at the end of the day lol.
 
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thetwilightzone

thetwilightzone

Specialist
Jul 14, 2018
307
Take domperidone (anti-emetic) to prevent throwing up though it is a dopamine antagonist so taking too much might nullify the effects. Best to take benzos along with the fentanyl patch.
 
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saffron

Student
Jul 18, 2018
128
Take domperidone (anti-emetic) to prevent throwing up though it is a dopamine antagonist so taking too much might nullify the effects. Best to take benzos along with the fentanyl patch.

I have that antic emetic. Metoclopramide is probably ideal though. It doesn't really matter too much which anti emetic you use for fent method (in my opinion, as long as it's a similar kind), the N kinda needs Meto though as opposed to an inferior anti emetic.
 
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Fenrirsend

Student
Jul 15, 2018
106
Vendors come and go so maybe wait and see. Remember, living longer will end up costing more than a method at the end of the day lol.
True...but when u don't have the money not much u can do
 
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transgenderfailure

Subhuman Creature
Apr 30, 2018
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transgenderfailure

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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
Thanks for all the replies:-)

Here is an interesting article about an fentanyl patch suicide:

https://www.sfgate.com/bayarea/article/Druggist-used-pain-patches-to-end-his-life-2860267.php

I thnk it's very interesting that an druggist, who is an expert on these things, chose to kill himself by using fentanyl patches. Of all the drugs he could have used he chose fentanyl patches!

From the article:

"Fentanyl is a morphine derivative mainly used by patients with terminal cancer. The 100-milligram patch is the strongest made, and is designed to release the drug over 72 hours, said Ryan de Guzman, a pharmacist in Stockton who teaches at the University of the Pacific pharmacy school.

"I would imagine that it would be a peaceful way to knock yourself out, with no pain at all," de Guzman. "This is probably why he chose the route he did."

Very interesting indeed!
 
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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
I've seen more than one person die from fentanyl. They get a silly-happy look on their face from the high. It becomes etched on their faces after they die. It's quite a sight.

I agree it might be one of the best ways to go. But purity and legality two big issues. If you get caught buying it, you might be better off dead. But if you buy stuff that's cut with rat poison, it might be long time before you get to try a safer method (like hypoxia).

I agree with you my friend, purity and legality are two very big issues.

I know that fentanyl and other drugs can be counterfeit on the streets, but do you think even fentanyl patches can be counterfeit too? It's more difficult to make, is it not?
 
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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
The man in the article only used 6 fentanyl patches to kill himself.

From the article: "Instead, she found him dead in bed, with six high-dosage fentanyl patches on his neck and chest and an open can of beer nearby."

Sounds very peacefull! I wish this was me!
 
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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
Now at least I know what I think is the best way to die: Death by fentanyl patch poisoning!

I feel certain! If I only had 6 patches I would be dead within 24 hours from now!

This is what I would do: Just spend an intire night listening to music, drinking beer and cognac, and relaxing. And when I got sleepy I would simply put on the 6 patches and go to bed and sleep forever!

By choosing this method I would easlily overcome the fear factor. I would just feel fine, close my eyes and be gone!
 
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Sha70

Student
Jul 22, 2018
103
How do you get fentanyl patch without rx? And how much do they usually cost?
 
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