hunterfla

hunterfla

Experienced
Sep 13, 2022
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I carry a premixed SN drink in my car every time I go anywhere. If I'm pulled over before I actually ctb, I will drink it before the cop gets to my car. No, I wouldn't have "followed protocol" and might just puke it up, but there's a chance it would work and be better than a ticket. šŸ¤£
 
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Huntfish34

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I completely understand what you mean.. Idk if I could actually pull it off, but under certain circumstances I've thought about blowing my brains out if I was pulled over.

Would I be calm and clear enough to do this? Have no fckn idea, just another abstract and morbid idea.
 
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hunterfla

hunterfla

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Sep 13, 2022
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I completely understand what you mean.. Idk if I could actually pull it off, but under certain circumstances I've thought about blowing my brains out if I was pulled over.

Would I be calm and clear enough to do this? Have no fckn idea, just another abstract and morbid idea.
I doubt I would ever be able to blow my brains out...I've literally never held a gun in my life, nor would I know where/how to obtain one. But taking a swig from a water bottle I think I could do. At the very least, maybe I would end up in a hospital or psych ward for awhile instead of jail. :ahhha:
 
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busybee

busybee

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Jul 5, 2023
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What are you doing while driving that you fear to be put in jail for it? Please be careful!
 
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h4yate

h4yate

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Jul 13, 2023
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not emptying your guts out on the officer will be the hardest part lololol.
 
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hunterfla

hunterfla

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Sep 13, 2022
229
What are you doing while driving that you fear to be put in jail for it? Please be careful!
Touche...probably didn't think that comment through. But you never know...
 
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todienomore

todienomore

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Apr 7, 2023
415
One of my dumber plans is to just tie my neck off to a rear seat mount, disable the airbag and wreck the car at high speed. I think even a slipknot in the seatbelt would work.

One of the funniest suicides ive ever read about is a guy in nyc who one sunny afternoon, just tied his neck to a pole and floored it down the street. Bro is my spirit animal.
 
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mb0099

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Jul 14, 2023
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One of my dumber plans is to just tie my neck off to a rear seat mount, disable the airbag and wreck the car at high speed. I think even a slipknot in the seatbelt would work.

One of the funniest suicides ive ever read about is a guy in nyc who one sunny afternoon, just tied his neck to a pole and floored it down the street. Bro is my spirit animal.
I've been thinking about tieing a rope to a pole and speeding off for some time, struggling to find a place to do a short or long drop and not be possibly be found quickly, do you know if he succeed in ctb?
 
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spoons

spoons

the best for soup.
Jun 29, 2023
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I doubt I would ever be able to blow my brains out...I've literally never held a gun in my life, nor would I know where/how to obtain one. But taking a swig from a water bottle I think I could do. At the very least, maybe I would end up in a hospital or psych ward for awhile instead of jail. :ahhha:
My whole family has guns and stuff and they are terrifying. Maybe it's the gun safety that's been pounded into my head as a child but I cannot stand the thought of putting one of those things anywhere close to my head, man.
 
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todienomore

todienomore

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Apr 7, 2023
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thank you for the link. Do you know if these attempts ever end in failure (not CTB) and being saved?
Maybe if the rope/knot was very weak, snapped, and you just got a broken neck, otherwise not sure how. Its a rare method.
 
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John Ryder

John Ryder

"You're a smart kid...you'll figure it out."
Jul 7, 2023
334
thank you for the link. Do you know if these attempts ever end in failure (not CTB) and being saved?
I saw a thread on more or less this same method while lurking before I'd made an account. An EMS person chimed in and said sometimes the *decapitation* fails (e.g. too short a rope, insufficient acceleration) but that the force is usually sufficient to tear the carotids, resulting in quick bleed out/loss of consciousness. My first thought was "uh just how many of these do you see?" Anyway imagine surviving this. Hats off to anyone with the balls/sheer desperation to make this their method I guess.
 
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mb0099

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I saw a thread on more or less this same method while lurking before I'd made an account. An EMS person chimed in and said sometimes the *decapitation* fails (e.g. too short a rope, insufficient acceleration) but that the force is usually sufficient to tear the carotids, resulting in quick bleed out/loss of consciousness. My first thought was "uh just how many of these do you see?" Anyway imagine surviving this. Hats off to anyone with the balls/sheer desperation to make this their method I guess.
thank you for this, I am worried about a decapitation fail, like everything I do anymore I just screw up. I'm so desperate and terrified to fail, it's one attempt and either game is won (CTB) or game over and you're a vegetable, institutionalized, or left totally messed up in agony for weeks/months/years. I was going to try to hang myself at home, I've been reading the mega thread on partial and can't wrap my head around it, short drop is possible but the space is very limited- I worry about my body thrashing and neighbors hearing and/or SI kicking in and somehow pull my way out. Considering a long a drop by tieing the rope to the seat of my car and jumping from a parking garage at night but I worry about discovery and being "saved". Seems like every option sucks and I don't have access to a gun, I can't endure this constant pain anymore which I've been enduring for over 3 years now and things are only getting progressively worse
 
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todienomore

todienomore

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Apr 7, 2023
415
i think just using a good rope and knot is key. Youre gonna want something that breaks over 5000lbs, should be easy to find something at 7k or 8 at the same price. Static climbing or rigging rope. Just nylon or polyester. The high strength is just cause of strength loss in knots, over sharp edges, starting to melt as it cinches, etc. Dont use a 2k rope from home depot. If youre in the usa i can recommend a specific ebay seller just dm me and ill dig him up.
 

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