CyVir
Member
- Dec 8, 2022
- 20
So, i was planning to ctb soon. I wanted to jump off a building. But yesterday i took all of my clonazepam and quetiapine pills because of an impulse. My mother was bitching at me because i hadnt gotten out of bed and i felt so bad at the time that i just knew i wanted to be numb. So i got up at 6 pm (aprox) and took these pills. 20 minutes later my father noticed i was acting weird so i showed him the empty blisters. I dont remember how i got to the hospital, i know my father and mother were with me in our car. But i dont remember exactly how it was. I was rushed into the emergency room and them doctors did a gastric lavage. I slept here at the hospital for 2 nights now. Im waiting for my psychiatrist to come and see me so that i can go home. I also tried to hang myself in the bathroom of my hospital room, almost died but the rope slipped out.
Hope i jump off a building soon.
Hope i jump off a building soon.