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Lost Magic
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- May 5, 2020
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I never wanted to be here and never asked to be here.
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Ive had unlimited access to free healthcare, mental health resources, a roof over my head, money in my pocket. I literally don't have to do anything. Obviously I have enough disabilities to have that access but I still don't want to exist here.If I was born with the same access to mental health, life experiences, shelter, and financial opportunities the rich are I probably wouldn't be suicidal. That's really optimistic though because I've never known anything other than my life. Desire may be the root of suffering after all lol
I don't think a better life will fix the problem for most.
There are plenty of rich and powerful who CTB.
Depression doesn't care about your bank balance
However people frame it up, suicidal thoughts are caused by depression, not life circumstances. Yes, life situation can of course make depression worse, or make treatment difficult, but just a life style change is unlikely to work.
I am worried of it. I cant imagine what im going to do if I still exist after I die.I would have preferred never to come into this world, personally. Especially if I knew what my life would be like.
I am afraid of coming back alive if I am dead (reincarnation for example). Are there people who think the same thing?
Yes, I agree with that statement. The problem is, the laws of physics in this universe don't allow for a perfect painless life. But if they changed, theoretically life could be without anything negative, and then the statement is true.whether it is or isn't, i'd like to hear your reasoning if you're comfortable with sharing.
for me, i guess it is. if i wasn't undoubtedly cursed and finally got even a little bit of the popularity and attention i've craved my entire life but have never gotten even a sliver of, if i was talented in what i want to do, and if it stayed like that, i might want to live.
Hi Orange CatThere are a lot of people who are suicidal because they are trapped in difficult circumstances. They aren't suffering from clinical depression and most of them don't really want to die. If they were able to improve their current circumstances and have a better life, they would no longer be suicidal.