Venting Suicidal ideation and a train

[Jisatsu]

I was stopped by a train today... and I wanted nothing more than to just get out of my car and put my neck on the rail. So many people were around and I realized how much such a action would scar the people who were also waiting...

Just imagining my head rolling around on the ground...
Choo... choo...

 

[aRose]

Your head likely wouldn't roll much lol i also have this thought multiple times a day as i live near 2 different tracks - one freight and one commuter.

 

[SweetMemories]

feel that. have that thought almost daily.

 

[Jisatsu]

Your head likely wouldn't roll much lol i also have this thought multiple times a day as i live near 2 different tracks - one freight and one commuter.

It would be kinda funny... my brain is often over dramatic

 

[aRose]

Same. I keep having this maladaptive day dream that I call my ex to fix the toilet or something and he finds me dressed to the nines with a gun to my head in the driveway and I off myself in front of him with a big smile on my face.

Never gonna happen but damn it would be a fun way to do it.
… train is moving by right now…
This may be a good (or bad?) song but I've always loved it since I was a teenager. It's stuck in my head often these days