Suicidal because i cant get a partner. Last time i had friends was over a decade ago.

[Tired_only]

As title says. Ive never been loved. Randkm people in piblic have told me im ugly. I get lools of disgust as i walk down the street. I feel like a freak show. I have no lne to talk to. Tried making friends very hard but people lookat me like im weird.

I was abused and bullied i have mental health illnesses as a result

Im tired of living in this loveless isolating lonely world.

 

[fox_wannabe]

Sorry to hear that. There are many people here who you can talk too. I was bullied too for different reasons.

 

[Deleted member 8975]

Same and what's worse is it's been reinforced by upbringing and therapy. I fucking hate this world.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life really is horrible, I'm sorry you are suffering. People are just so cruel and disappointing. I wish you well.

 

[Pharmaruined]

Change of wardrobe , hairstyle maybe . Facial hair?
hit the gym a bit?
There's alot u can do to improve your appearance and maybe confidence.. also YouTube has great vids on self esteem, feeling swagger. Idk.. just thinking out loud.. trying to help.. either way I wish u the best..

 

[Feeding Pigeons]

As title says. Ive never been loved. Randkm people in piblic have told me im ugly. I get lools of disgust as i walk down the street. I feel like a freak show. I have no lne to talk to. Tried making friends very hard but people lookat me like im weird.

I was abused and bullied i have mental health illnesses as a result

Im tired of living in this loveless isolating lonely world.

Hey. Listen. I know this doesn't make anything better, and not having human connections is awful, it creates an emptiness that nothing else can fill. But people kind of suck. The grass is always greener on the other side. I don't know about you, everyones different so I can only talk about my own experiences. I have 2 close friends, and 2 family members I'm close to. As I grew older, my depression has worsened. Right now, even when I'm with them, I feel alone in my heart, and I don't think thats ever reversing. My point is, being alone sometimes is a state beyond the physical. Its not all bad. There is a bittersweet freedom in not having anyone.

 

[AtMostOkay]

As title says. Ive never been loved. Randkm people in piblic have told me im ugly. I get lools of disgust as i walk down the street. I feel like a freak show. I have no lne to talk to. Tried making friends very hard but people lookat me like im weird.

I was abused and bullied i have mental health illnesses as a result

Im tired of living in this loveless isolating lonely world.

I'm so sorry you're hurting, have felt similarly. "Well I don't know if I've ever been really loved by a hand that's touched me ..." Peace to you xoxo

 

[ClownMe]

The world is such a cruel place, im sorry this has happened to you.

 

[S like Siren]

I know how you feel...loneliness is cruel

 

[NormaJeane]

There are many people who are alone, which depends on the society we live in. The more people, the more loneliness.