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Tired_only

Tired_only

Tired
Sep 22, 2021
29
As title says. Ive never been loved. Randkm people in piblic have told me im ugly. I get lools of disgust as i walk down the street. I feel like a freak show. I have no lne to talk to. Tried making friends very hard but people lookat me like im weird.

I was abused and bullied i have mental health illnesses as a result

Im tired of living in this loveless isolating lonely world.
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
Sorry to hear that. There are many people here who you can talk too. I was bullied too for different reasons.
 
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Same and what's worse is it's been reinforced by upbringing and therapy. I fucking hate this world.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,665
Life really is horrible, I'm sorry you are suffering. People are just so cruel and disappointing. I wish you well.
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
247
Change of wardrobe , hairstyle maybe . Facial hair?
hit the gym a bit?
There's alot u can do to improve your appearance and maybe confidence.. also YouTube has great vids on self esteem, feeling swagger. Idk.. just thinking out loud.. trying to help.. either way I wish u the best..
 
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Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Warlock
Aug 5, 2021
776
As title says. Ive never been loved. Randkm people in piblic have told me im ugly. I get lools of disgust as i walk down the street. I feel like a freak show. I have no lne to talk to. Tried making friends very hard but people lookat me like im weird.

I was abused and bullied i have mental health illnesses as a result

Im tired of living in this loveless isolating lonely world.
Hey. Listen. I know this doesn't make anything better, and not having human connections is awful, it creates an emptiness that nothing else can fill. But people kind of suck. The grass is always greener on the other side. I don't know about you, everyones different so I can only talk about my own experiences. I have 2 close friends, and 2 family members I'm close to. As I grew older, my depression has worsened. Right now, even when I'm with them, I feel alone in my heart, and I don't think thats ever reversing. My point is, being alone sometimes is a state beyond the physical. Its not all bad. There is a bittersweet freedom in not having anyone.
 
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AtMostOkay

AtMostOkay

Screw your courage to the sticking place.
Jun 29, 2021
926
As title says. Ive never been loved. Randkm people in piblic have told me im ugly. I get lools of disgust as i walk down the street. I feel like a freak show. I have no lne to talk to. Tried making friends very hard but people lookat me like im weird.

I was abused and bullied i have mental health illnesses as a result

Im tired of living in this loveless isolating lonely world.
I'm so sorry you're hurting, have felt similarly. "Well I don't know if I've ever been really loved by a hand that's touched me ..." Peace to you xoxo
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
The world is such a cruel place, im sorry this has happened to you.
 
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S like Siren

S like Siren

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,579
I know how you feel...loneliness is cruel
 
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NormaJeane

NormaJeane

Member
Mar 24, 2021
648
There are many people who are alone, which depends on the society we live in. The more people, the more loneliness.
 
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