Venting suffering

[mold]

I know ive been offline a while. Tried CTB-ing multiple times but got caught or stopped physically every time. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm seriously suffering. I managed to go back outside and continue my education and celebrated my birthday like nothing happened, but I seriously can't take it anymore. Even though I'm doing things "normally" like "normal", "healthy" people do, I'm suffering more and more each day. Idk if this is a cry for help or what. Idk anymore. I cant do this. I seriously can't . I wish I could be put down like an old or sick pet, to prevent further suffering. This is unbearable.

 

[hiding the roses]

i feel for you, i really do. i hope you can find the peace you deserve that should be a human right

 

[swan7o7]

I want people to add me, I can't even send messages yet. I'll be dead quick if someone just helped me.