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Kornyboyo
Student
- Aug 7, 2019
- 102
Hello everyone,
My brain has been severely damaged by the hands of Big Pharma. I'm not going to go into detail but let's just say what I am experiencing is beyond what a human being can handle. I have fought hard the past couple of years but I am not getting any better. I have kept myself alive so far because of my family but I have reached the point of desperation. I was never suicidal before the psychiatric drugs damaged my brain. If you are suffering out there and not knowing why, the drugs you are taking could be the problem. There are many support forums out there with help on tapering. I came off cold turkey not knowing any better and I am suffering beyond words years later. Don't freak out but consider what drugs you are taking and if they could be contributing to your suffering.
I have decided to do partial hanging. I have read everything about it and think its the best way to go. Jumping terrifies me. I can't order anything online like SN or N. I have a finger width size rope and access to a forest area. For those familiar with partial hanging do you have any advice? I know everyone is different but is there anything that made the attempts easier or work better. I watched the video of the girl experimenting with partial hanging and I have faith that will work for me. Do I need to stand up like she did or just continue hanging there.
No one knows what actually happens after we die, however I like to believe that there is something on the other side. I am familiar with spirutal practices and astral projection which points to something else. It could be a manifestation of our brains or something real. I beleive there is a higher power and a God (something created us). I don't beleive in a hell. I beleive life on earth is hell for some people. What I am experiencing mentally and physically is like living in purgatory. Waking up to the same torment every single day. Trapped in a never ending loop. It's like those black mirror episodes but instead of fiction I am living it daily.
This post is pretty much getting my thoughts out there. Feel free to chime in if you have any comments.
Love
Also what kind of knot should I tie to the tree and how high? I'm 6 feet tall.
My brain has been severely damaged by the hands of Big Pharma. I'm not going to go into detail but let's just say what I am experiencing is beyond what a human being can handle. I have fought hard the past couple of years but I am not getting any better. I have kept myself alive so far because of my family but I have reached the point of desperation. I was never suicidal before the psychiatric drugs damaged my brain. If you are suffering out there and not knowing why, the drugs you are taking could be the problem. There are many support forums out there with help on tapering. I came off cold turkey not knowing any better and I am suffering beyond words years later. Don't freak out but consider what drugs you are taking and if they could be contributing to your suffering.
I have decided to do partial hanging. I have read everything about it and think its the best way to go. Jumping terrifies me. I can't order anything online like SN or N. I have a finger width size rope and access to a forest area. For those familiar with partial hanging do you have any advice? I know everyone is different but is there anything that made the attempts easier or work better. I watched the video of the girl experimenting with partial hanging and I have faith that will work for me. Do I need to stand up like she did or just continue hanging there.
No one knows what actually happens after we die, however I like to believe that there is something on the other side. I am familiar with spirutal practices and astral projection which points to something else. It could be a manifestation of our brains or something real. I beleive there is a higher power and a God (something created us). I don't beleive in a hell. I beleive life on earth is hell for some people. What I am experiencing mentally and physically is like living in purgatory. Waking up to the same torment every single day. Trapped in a never ending loop. It's like those black mirror episodes but instead of fiction I am living it daily.
This post is pretty much getting my thoughts out there. Feel free to chime in if you have any comments.
Love
Also what kind of knot should I tie to the tree and how high? I'm 6 feet tall.