sub tropical depression.

[opheliaoveragain]

I still haven't been able to find a proper job, i've returned to doing sex work and I can't even survive off that. once the money is really gone, I really don't think i'll have a choice in ctb. since homelessness leads to jail leads to homelessness……I know in my bones i'll die by my own hand, and I try to give things chances but the US feels so terrible, I don't know how much longer I have.

ETA: I have a bachelors. I have skills. shit is BROKEN.

 

[Britney Spears]

Friend, I'm so sorry for your situation. Finding a job is very demanding and cruel. They demand everything from you, and if you don't have a degree, tough luck; if you do, it doesn't matter, you could end up in the same situation. Looking for a job to survive, whether you have a degree or not, is a shame. We're human; why is there so much cruelty among us? It's cruel. I would be in the same situation. Don't you have the option of posting resumes in bars, clothing stores, or anywhere else just in case? You have nothing to lose by trying; on the contrary, I would. It's difficult in Spain too, and I don't know what things are like in the United States. Getting a job is difficult, but it's worth trying.I hate this cruel world. The only thing that matters is working to eat and survive. Damn humans, I wish we hadn't evolved and remained apes. We have problems, animals don't. Only humans, evolution, and their power are unfair. A big hug, with love.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Friend, I'm so sorry for your situation. Finding a job is very demanding and cruel. They demand everything from you, and if you don't have a degree, tough luck; if you do, it doesn't matter, you could end up in the same situation. Looking for a job to survive, whether you have a degree or not, is a shame. We're human; why is there so much cruelty among us? It's cruel. I would be in the same situation. Don't you have the option of posting resumes in bars, clothing stores, or anywhere else just in case? You have nothing to lose by trying; on the contrary, I would. It's difficult in Spain too, and I don't know what things are like in the United States. Getting a job is difficult, but it's worth trying.I hate this cruel world. The only thing that matters is working to eat and survive. Damn humans, I wish we hadn't evolved and remained apes. We won't have problems, animals don't. Only humans, evolution, and their power are unfair. A big hug, with love.

thank you for your words. most places are understaffed bc they can't afford to pay the employees they do have and the others have 100+ applicants already waiting for one job. my city is particularly bad, moving isn't an option. i'm sorry to hear it's difficult there too. hugs right back to you friend.

 

[imOK]

I wish we hadn't evolved and remained apes. We have problems, animals don't.

Watch some documentaries on apes. They're absolutely vicious and murderous to each other's groups. It's very visible where we came from.

 

[Dante_]

Watch some documentaries on apes. They're absolutely vicious and murderous to each other's groups. It's very visible where we came from.

Common ancestor a few million years ago but yeah unfortunately, its quite clear, part of the great ape family unfortunately.

Also @opheliaoveragain your entire situation is heartbreaking, you are in my thoughts.

 

[Britney Spears]

It's the same here, yes or worse. Whether you have a degree or not. Humanity functions worse than programmed rats, it disgusts me. That's if they don't let us die. It's all a matter of the economy and the system. Look, even doctors, teachers, and others have to take exams to get a job. It's very cruel. Human evolution is and will be the worst thing that has happened to this planet. Damned species. But sooner or later, it will destroy itself and the planet. Because of its pride, narcissism, and greed. Hugs, love

Watch some documentaries on apes. They're absolutely vicious and murderous to each other's groups. It's very visible where we came from.

Yes, because they have intelligent brains. That's how we evolved. Shame

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Also @opheliaoveragain your entire situation is heartbreaking, you are in my thoughts.

I appreciate you, homie. hugs.

 

[Dante_]

I appreciate you, homie. hugs.

Right back at ya

 

[divinemistress36]

Watch some documentaries on apes. They're absolutely vicious and murderous to each other's groups. It's very visible where we came from.

I was just thinking about that today when I was out, how we are just a bunch of dumb Apes

 

[ForestGhost]

I still haven't been able to find a proper job, i've returned to doing sex work and I can't even survive off that. once the money is really gone, I really don't think i'll have a choice in ctb. since homelessness leads to jail leads to homelessness……I know in my bones i'll die by my own hand, and I try to give things chances but the US feels so terrible, I don't know how much longer I have.

ETA: I have a bachelors. I have skills. shit is BROKEN.

It sucks that the basic necessities of life are locked behind a paywall, especially in this country. Fuck work. We should be out by the river dancing or something.

I'm so sorry you've been pushed in this direction. It's true that the job market is absolutely terrible right now. Sending all the positive vibes that I can... hopefully something pops up soon.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

It sucks that the basic necessities of life are locked behind a paywall, especially in this country. Fuck work. We should be out by the river dancing or something.

I'm so sorry you've been pushed in this direction. It's true that the job market is absolutely terrible right now. Sending all the positive vibes that I can... hopefully something pops up soon.

thank you sweet friend. mean it.
still feeling more depressed than usual but less anxious (for now), it comes and goes. definitely in the category of so tired sleep can't fix it.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

I can't afford to eat and pay for the meds I need and take care of my cat. trying to get verified for OF but of course their automation process for verification fucked up on me.

I wish I had a fucking gun. I don't care about a mess anymore.