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D4R1NG

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Oct 11, 2020
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I really want to live a happy life but every year that passes that dream just feels more like a fantasy. My mental health is getting progressively worse and worse and it's getting impossible to bear all of this stress & anxiety. Suicide is on the back of my mind 24/7 but when I actually think about doing it I'm just paralyzed with anxiety and second-guessing myself. I have no one to turn to and I can't take it anymore.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Life can certainly be cruel. I think there is only so much we as humans can tolerate before we break down. Our thoughts really do have the ability to torture us. The thought of suicide gives me anxiety too as it actually is really hard to die and it requires courage.Nobody deserves to suffer and I wish you the best.
 
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thats_a_wrap

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Jun 1, 2020
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Couldn't have put it better myself. I feel deep down that it's just a matter of time until I get pushed into desperately jumping, crashing my car without a seatbelt, or taking every drug in the house an a lot of alcohol.
 

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