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snooperdooper
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- Jan 27, 2024
- 40
I feel so horrible. Every day is an endless repeating cycle where all I do is exist and yearn and attempt to entertain myself. I tried killing myself and I got so so close only for it to be ripped out of my hands. I don't know what to do I feel stuck. I don't have the motivation or energy to find a way to kill myself and so I just exist. God, it is so hard imagining what my life could've been like and daydreaming about scenarios in which I'm not a complete mess. Does anybody else feel the same way? I don't need sympathy just an acknowledgement that this isn't a unique feeling