paroxysm
I Felt Nothing
- Sep 17, 2023
- 105
i'm 20 years old and already feel like i shouldn't live long. there is nothing for me in this life but mundane materialistic pleasure. i will never be enlightened. i will never escape this hell. i want to CTB but not sure when, i just feel like i'm wasting my life away and should just end it now. i had a bad upbringing and now it's effecting me in everyway onto adulthood. honestly i should just stop caring now there is nothing for me in the future. my future doesn't exist.