Venting struggling to just do it

[nameeater]

i have absolutely nothing going for me no job dropped out of school at 15 no friends no family multiple untreated mental disorders (they wont help me) my brain is turning into mush because they wont help me
all i do is lie in bed and binge eat now ive gained nearly 20kg in a few months i dont have rhe energy to do literally anything else and i never leave the house

i want to die so badly and dont have a single thing to live for i dont know why im holding back

seory for ranting here dont really have friends to talk to no one likes me because of my mental illness and autism
people used to rell me i was pretty but im ugly and fat now because i cant stop binging
when i tried going outside and meeting people i got raped and abused

 

[unicornio suicida]

Hey I hope you can at least feel better for a bit, life sucks and people are selfish and only care about themselves, I know exactly how you feel. I really hope you are feeling better

 

[SMmetalhead36]

I hate hearing this. People can br very evil. I've dealt with similar things myself, I hope things get better for you.

 

[why_why_why]

i have absolutely nothing going for me no job dropped out of school at 15 no friends no family multiple untreated mental disorders (they wont help me) my brain is turning into mush because they wont help me
all i do is lie in bed and binge eat now ive gained nearly 20kg in a few months i dont have rhe energy to do literally anything else and i never leave the house

i want to die so badly and dont have a single thing to live for i dont know why im holding back

seory for ranting here dont really have friends to talk to no one likes me because of my mental illness and autism
people used to rell me i was pretty but im ugly and fat now because i cant stop binging
when i tried going outside and meeting people i got raped and abused

i struggle with binging too and its crippling sometimes. hang in there and find comfort in the little things <3

 

[jarik]

i have absolutely nothing going for me no job dropped out of school at 15 no friends no family multiple untreated mental disorders (they wont help me) my brain is turning into mush because they wont help me
all i do is lie in bed and binge eat now ive gained nearly 20kg in a few months i dont have rhe energy to do literally anything else and i never leave the house

i want to die so badly and dont have a single thing to live for i dont know why im holding back

seory for ranting here dont really have friends to talk to no one likes me because of my mental illness and autism
people used to rell me i was pretty but im ugly and fat now because i cant stop binging
when i tried going outside and meeting people i got raped and abused

I hate this. I hope everything will pass