Stressed out about SN order

[tokapi]

Just a little rant. I ordered SN from an Asian website, delivery times looked promising and I actually know it's legit because I googled the name of a person who left a review and it turned out they CTBd shortly after.

Today I got a dodgy email from the company asking me to 'confirm the order on my end and with fedex', it also says 'high risk of fraud detected' (WTF?) and 'some time will be' which I interpret as 'the order will take a while'. Was hoping for better customer service than a cryptic email. I replied asking them for clarification but as the company's in Asia I won't hear back until tomorrow. I'm running outta time if I want to CTB at least a couple of weeks before christmas as I don't want to taint the holidays forever for my fam.

I've already tried from a EU website 10 days ago, order went throgh but haven't heard from them since. I could always try IC, but it'd take a while to arrive. I wish I'd known about SN sooner!

 

[jodes2]

Without sounding like a Muppet, couldn't you wait til after Xmas? I'm sure you've already come a long way, what's a few extra months?

 

[tokapi]

Yeah, of course, this might have to be the way. I just needed to write it down :)

 

[FuneralCry]

That does sound like such a stressful and frustrating situation to be in. I hate the fact how in this world planning to ctb can be so unnecessarily difficult and complicated, people simply shouldn't have to struggle so much in finding ways to be free from this world. But I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for when the time is right for you to leave.