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Kali06

Kali06

Member
Feb 29, 2024
14
I bought 100 pills from my dealer, im in Europe so i doubt there is fentanyl inside.

How many should i take to properly end it? What other drugs can i throw in the mix to make it work better? I also have ketamine and some other stuff
 
Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
700
nah man. i would say search for a bit more on here. even with tramadol the chances are low.
 
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hdead

Student
Jun 2, 2026
184
I can ask him to steal some oxy from his Grandma, how many would be enough youd think?
You won't get enough from grandma. Sorry. The amount you'd need is way above the amounts that are prescribed.

Also, assuming you're in NL, 2mg xannies are the risky ones and can contain fent. No way to know though.
 
Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
700
i would say xan in NL wont have it all. there are some test centrum and if they were some xan with fent there would be a NL wide alert which happend with oxy's

NL got a decent drug warning system for sure
 
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never mind me

Experienced
Nov 7, 2022
235
Tramadol is really not a drug to ctb. You will have serotonin syndrome or possibly seizures, if you overdose, but you are very unlikely to die. Xanax like other benzodiazepines is no drug to ctb either. And even combining Xanax and Tramadol won't help. If you insist on overdosing try to get Fentanyl or Nitazenes and combine them with benzodiazepines. Or get a decent amount of Heroin and inject it while already being on benzodiazepines. Everything else is unlikely to kill you.
 
winter.

winter.

Yall Cuties ❤️
Feb 23, 2026
42
Tramadol is really not a drug to ctb. You will have serotonin syndrome or possibly seizures, if you overdose, but you are very unlikely to die. Xanax like other benzodiazepines is no drug to ctb either. And even combining Xanax and Tramadol won't help. If you insist on overdosing try to get Fentanyl or Nitazenes and combine them with benzodiazepines. Or get a decent amount of Heroin and inject it while already being on benzodiazepine. Everything else is unlikely to kill you.
I'm starting to wonder if 1 gram of Morphine Sulphate combined with vodka would.
 
Kali06

Kali06

Member
Feb 29, 2024
14
Tramadol is really not a drug to ctb. You will have serotonin syndrome or possibly seizures, if you overdose, but you are very unlikely to die. Xanax like other benzodiazepines is no drug to ctb either. And even combining Xanax and Tramadol won't help. If you insist on overdosing try to get Fentanyl or Nitazenes and combine them with benzodiazepines. Or get a decent amount of Heroin and inject it while already being on benzodiazepines. Everything else is unlikely to kill you.
Thanks for the tip, sadly stuff like fentanyl is very uncommon here :/, heroĂŻne i could try but i dont want to risk living and ending up addicted
 
tend a dead garden

tend a dead garden

Member
Aug 25, 2025
54
Thanks for the tip, sadly stuff like fentanyl is very uncommon here :/, heroĂŻne i could try but i dont want to risk living and ending up addicted
if you use heroin strictly for CTB there is not a risk of becoming a junky, however you have the issue of being able to acquire it. As if you can access heroin you would be able to access the stronger opioids which are more suited for CTB.
 
twilightvader

twilightvader

evermore
Jun 20, 2026
31
I'm not sure if you can CTB with Xanax only. You will probably throw up if you take 100 pills.
 
Kali06

Kali06

Member
Feb 29, 2024
14
I'm not sure if you can CTB with Xanax only. You will probably throw up if you take 100 pills.
After looking around more i think SN might be the way to go
How many mg in total of each?
50mg per pil yes
if you use heroin strictly for CTB there is not a risk of becoming a junky, however you have the issue of being able to acquire it. As if you can access heroin you would be able to access the stronger opioids which are more suited for CTB.
Im from Europe, heroĂŻne is pretty much the strongest opioid i can get :/ never heard anything about fentanyl in my country
 
tend a dead garden

tend a dead garden

Member
Aug 25, 2025
54
After looking around more i think SN might be the way to go

50mg per pil yes

Im from Europe, heroĂŻne is pretty much the strongest opioid i can get :/ never heard anything about fentanyl in my country
if your Europe then we have the brown heroin , the strongest H is in Australia which is "China white" as it's so pure it can be mixed with water for injection and also snorted. Whereas the brown H is made for smoking. To inject it you need citric acid , but if your not a H user it's pretty hard to just correctly inject yourself.
 

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