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Parnate
Mage
- Dec 16, 2021
- 583
I have many straight friends and I always try to be helpful and nice. These friends also go for outings with their other friends and say, I would have called you but so and so happened, always giving an excuse. I even expressed my desire but maybe they are embarrassed to introduce me as their friend cause I am too feminine and simpleton . I used to feel bad, but I have come to accept it. This is god's will , he wants me to be alone. I am okay most of the time. But then I see their posts on social media and wish I was also there.life as a a closeted, effeminate, gay man is quite difficult especially in a country like India.