Stop attacking this place. It's the only thing I have

[Don't want to screw]

Please stop attacking here. I have no friends. I don't have a good relationship with my family. I was alone in my room every day. I'm not interested in any games or movies, beer and this is my only home.

I woke up in the morning and it wouldn't open, and I became so anxious that I wanted to jump off the building. It was better than three hours. He recovered. Please don't attack this place. I am preparing my SN and CO methods. People will leave on their own if they don't want to CTB, or go and restore the post. Why are you forcing this place to close. I can't write a suicide note, I want to write something here before my CTB. Please don't attack this place again. Not being able to open the website was a deadly ordeal for me

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I fully agree! Your fucking attacks are killing people who need this refuge and I include myself here!

 

[strawberrynymph]

Very true. They are attacking the website that's full of people that want to be here. What's so wrong with that? Sucks having to wait sometime for the website to work properly. Still very grateful to those that are doing their best to stop the attacks

 

[FadingSunshine]

I don't get what people are trying to accomplish by DDOS'ing this site. They need to solve the root causes, not shut this site down. And the idea of suicide is so taboo when it shouldn't be, if someone is making a well-informed decision to CTB and they've been certain for a while they should be allowed to do so. This place lets people vent and helps them cope with hard feelings, it gives them a place that won't give them the same 'it'll all be okay, you matter!' response and instead give them meaningful and thoughtful advice.

 

[Don't want to screw]

I don't get what people are trying to accomplish by DDOS'ing this site. They need to solve the root causes, not shut this site down. And the idea of suicide is so taboo when it shouldn't be, if someone is making a well-informed decision to CTB and they've been certain for a while they should be allowed to do so. This place lets people vent and helps them cope with hard feelings, it gives them a place that won't give them the same 'it'll all be okay, you matter!' response and instead give them meaningful and thoughtful advice.

I totally agree. Why don't you go after fucking domestic abusers, exploiters, corrupt officials, and phony counselors. Why are you attacking the weak? You think you're saving the world? No! You're bullying the brokenhearted

 

[KrowaKovsky]

Very true. They are attacking the website that's full of people that want to be here. What's so wrong with that? Sucks having to wait sometime for the website to work properly. Still very grateful to those that are doing their best to stop the attacks

Because a lot of the people who don't like this site think we lure vulnerable people and convince them to kill themselves, on top of them also thinking the site is still ran by the people who initially made it.

 

[UKscotty]

The attackers don't care about right or wrong. It's a waste of time even asking.

Now the site is protected by CloudFlare it will be fine. There has never been a successful attack again a CloudFlare protected site in 3 years.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

The attackers don't care about right or wrong. It's a waste of time even asking.

Now the site is protected by CloudFlare it will be fine. There has never been a successful attack again a CloudFlare protected site in 3 years.

Let's hope our refuge will be safe against attacks and many thanks to the admins and operators and ISPs that put so much effort into making this refuge staying alive!

Yes probably it will be attacked again .... unfortunately.

 

[Eternal🌈Rainbow]

OP I hear the pain and desperation in your voice/text. I'm so sorry. I get you. And I hope you can get some relief soon
And I truly hope these fcking bstards realise how much harm they're causing and stop for good. People are literally begging you to leave this site alone, they're resorting to self-harming because of the anguish for not having this place to vent, get distracted or even get emotional support. Some even said that were about to ctb, the very thing you supposedly want to avoid. Or so you claim. But I guess actually you're evil and cowardly people behind the mask that internet anonymity offers you. Shame on you. I wish you experience this kind of pain someday in your life, not to be evil, but for you to understand the harm you once did to so many people.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

It was about this time 24 hours ago I tried to log in and couldn't. I was worried. I have the ability to CTB anytime I want.
This site has helped me deal with the horrible misery of life.
"It gets better" doesn't work for everyone!!!

 

[HopefulSleep]

Pro Lifers disgust me forcing people to live is as bad as murdering people

 

[deomlez]

My body is mine, not yours. Fuck you all, prolifers.

 

[JGT1]

Does anyone know the group behind it

 

[saddestbunny]

Does anyone know the group behind it

unsure and honestly those assholes don't deserve any recognition. hope RnS just works with / updates cloudflare to reduce the bots and ddos

 

[StarFaded]

I want to add my voice by saying that I NEED this place to exist. I had a panic attack when I couldn't load the website and since I also don't have access to the Telegram group, I felt so lost.

I don't want to go through this kind of anxiety again, someone pleaseeeee DM me the invite to the Telegram group. I beg.

 

[JGT1]

There is a telegram group?

 

[StarFaded]

There is a telegram group?

Apparently?! But the invite link I found isn't working.

 

[JGT1]

But this group always comes back right? It has always resurfaced

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just so horrible what those pro-lifers are trying to do, they only create more suffering, it just disgusts me how people wish to restrict access to any suicide method information, trying to force people to suffer until they die anyway, to me this world truly is such a hellish place. People should be able to take control over their inevitable fate in peace if they wish to, not everyone wants to exist here anyway and for many the only relief lies in death.

 

[sorrowful]

This forum is a safe place for me and many others. It is upsetting people are trying to take that away, just more pro lifers not at all understanding what it is like. This place is more accepting than anywhere else.

 

[Elle]

There was another attack about an hour ago.. like what the fuck is wrong with people, this site actually helps me.

 

[deomlez]

My heart stops each time I come and the site is broken.

 

[deomlez]

Thanks for the welcome back message. Yes these ideas will ever exist, as much as prolifers ideas. Both can co-exist only if each one respect the other. And at this time i know where is the respect.

 

[Gonnerr]

If ever they are sucessful taking down that website for good and you commit suicide after , put it in your suicide letter that's one of the reason you did it so people and police know why. I will.

 

[deomlez]

I fear they only link your suicide to SaSu without linking it to the shut down.
there is no worse blind than the one who does not want to see

 

[Hikikomori1]

Fuck the attackers.

 

[hellispink]

They took everything away from us in this miserable existence. And they also want us to lose this, they don't want us to vent or anything. No one cares about us outside otherwise we wouldnt even be here. I hope they pay for what they are doing.

 

[Ambivalent1]

Pro-lifers don't care. The most evil are the ones who think they're good.