Venting Steff1337's thread for venting and random thoughts

[Steff1337]

Keeping the thread alive...

 

[Steff1337]

So I'm as of this moment feeling like "meh". Things are not that bad, but not that good either. I did some enjoyable activities recently, which is generally not that common for me.
This might just be because while I'm typing this now, I'm under the influence of the medication which make me feel better and/or I'm not in a too depressed mood right now.

Oh, also wanna thank all the people who are following me. Much appreciated <3

 

[DrearyAsh348]

I would like to use this thread to apologise for possibly shitty posts. Many times when I'm on this forum I'm either relatively high, tired or simply generally unwell, such as now while I'm writing this. I feel like my post count for those reasons should be much lower for the sake of quality and I think that I didn't deserve such a high reaction count. I'm sorry.
"I'm leaving, I'm leaving, from this planet I travel. I travel, I travel, the Moon I look forward to."

Hey just wanted to say no need to apologize, your posts are really interesting. Just watched some of the videos and I thought they were interesting, wouldn't have found that content on my own.

Posts don't always need to be high-effort. Any effort you have is valid and appreciated. We all have to be understanding on a forum like this. A lot of us have disabilities and that's ok. :)

 

[Steff1337]

Been about 10 days since the last time I was here. 15/Sep, change my name on here, 20/Sep, receive some money, birthday 2/Oct, in the meantime receive SN...

 

[Steff1337]

Pogledaj Dom Svoj, Anđele / Look Homewards, Angel

 

[Steff1337]

Announcement: I will be on this forum multiple times a day, but not very active, as I've found some other distractions from CTB.
Also, my SN just arrived in my country!

 

[Steff1337]

SN finally in my possession!!!

Idk how much I'll be active on the forum, and well, how much longer I'll be alive...

We'll see...

 

[Steff1337]

Hello, fellow SaSu members! If you see this post, please feel free to comment how you're feeling, what you're up to, etc.

I'm probably leaving in 2 weeks, on my 29th birthday...

 

[Steff1337]

So, feeling fucking horrible. Too much anxiety, depression and being under the influence of a lot of shit.

This very thread is the place where I'll officially announce my leaving from this world.

I will, after saying my last words on here, self-ban my account, and basically remove myself from the internet in general.

 

[Dot]

Jst an FYI fr n.e1 wh/ = frnds wth Stff

"Hi. Best wishes. Could you post that I'm still alive, and have postponed my CTB plans for next year, in my own thread?"

Jst s/ tht ppl knw tht h/ = ok