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Staying up late

apollon

apollon

D1 with the SI
May 12, 2026
30
Does anyone randomly stay up late just because? Like oh yeah I have class tmmr and I know if I fell asleep like 3 hours ago tmmr would be so much easier but also fuck it like I already know the day is gonna be shitty so what can I do.. or is it just me
 
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drowninglessonz

drowninglessonz

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Nov 12, 2025
4
If I go to sleep then I'm just fast-forwarding to tomorrow, and all the stress that's going to bring. I wish night time would last forever.
 
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apollon

apollon

D1 with the SI
May 12, 2026
30
drowninglessonz said:
If I go to sleep then I'm just fast-forwarding to tomorrow, and all the stress that's going to bring. I wish night time would last forever.
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Real like I love sleeping but I hate waking up
 
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Isolatedloner

I’m not in this world, I’m in my head.
Dec 14, 2024
127
apollon said:
Does anyone randomly stay up late just because? Like oh yeah I have class tmmr and I know if I fell asleep like 3 hours ago tmmr would be so much easier but also fuck it like I already know the day is gonna be shitty so what can I do.. or is it just me
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Nope you're not alone I'm awake late at night right now. I'm losing sleep over my thoughts of suicide.
 
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mistysmile966

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Oct 30, 2024
19
My mood is better at night than than when I wake up. I look forward to taking my night meds and calling it a day, but wake up depressed and repeat.

I am up now though, I was waiting for someone but I think it's too late. I probably should go to bed but feel I want to get some things done, but it's hard to focus.

When I'm sleeping is mostly the only time I'm not as depressed but now I'm too depressed to get ready for bed.
 
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Isolatedloner

I’m not in this world, I’m in my head.
Dec 14, 2024
127
mistysmile966 said:
My mood is better at night than than when I wake up. I look forward to taking my night meds and calling it a day, but wake up depressed and repeat.

I am up now though, I was waiting for someone but I think it's too late. I probably should go to bed but feel I want to get some things done, but it's hard to focus.

When I'm sleeping is mostly the only time I'm not as depressed but now I'm too depressed to get ready for bed.
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I'm to depressed to even try to sleep but it would at least get me out of my mind for some time as I sleep and that would nice.
 
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