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apollon

apollon

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May 12, 2026
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Does anyone randomly stay up late just because? Like oh yeah I have class tmmr and I know if I fell asleep like 3 hours ago tmmr would be so much easier but also fuck it like I already know the day is gonna be shitty so what can I do.. or is it just me
 
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drowninglessonz

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Nov 12, 2025
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If I go to sleep then I'm just fast-forwarding to tomorrow, and all the stress that's going to bring. I wish night time would last forever.
 
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Isolatedloser

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Dec 14, 2024
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Does anyone randomly stay up late just because? Like oh yeah I have class tmmr and I know if I fell asleep like 3 hours ago tmmr would be so much easier but also fuck it like I already know the day is gonna be shitty so what can I do.. or is it just me
Nope you're not alone I'm awake late at night right now. I'm losing sleep over my thoughts of suicide.
 
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mistysmile966

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Oct 30, 2024
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My mood is better at night than than when I wake up. I look forward to taking my night meds and calling it a day, but wake up depressed and repeat.

I am up now though, I was waiting for someone but I think it's too late. I probably should go to bed but feel I want to get some things done, but it's hard to focus.

When I'm sleeping is mostly the only time I'm not as depressed but now I'm too depressed to get ready for bed.
 
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Isolatedloser

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Dec 14, 2024
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My mood is better at night than than when I wake up. I look forward to taking my night meds and calling it a day, but wake up depressed and repeat.

I am up now though, I was waiting for someone but I think it's too late. I probably should go to bed but feel I want to get some things done, but it's hard to focus.

When I'm sleeping is mostly the only time I'm not as depressed but now I'm too depressed to get ready for bed.
I'm to depressed to even try to sleep but it would at least get me out of my mind for some time as I sleep and that would nice.
 
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