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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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Feb 24, 2023
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In theory this method will eventually end life. I did not eat for 50 days a few months ago then gave up. Lost a lot of weight. I still now only eat once every couple of days. I am going to start starving myself again. There has to be a point at which you die. Opinions welcome.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

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Aug 28, 2022
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Painful one your organs start shutting down
 
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bolt

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get a different method....
 
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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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Feb 24, 2023
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I am very much underweight already and I have high pain tolerance and I am motivated beyond imagination. I going to try again.
 
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downndone2

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Jan 23, 2022
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Really difficult method
 
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resolutory

resolutory

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Sep 13, 2022
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Wow 50 days!?!? It actually scares me what the human body can survive... The motivation you must have to do such a thing is impressive. I'm sorry you feel the need to do this. :(
 
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bolt

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unreal and real at the same time
 
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Disaster

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Jan 24, 2023
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You do you. Works fine for fragile people with terminal illness, yet takes ages for healthy ones, and even longer to those who start as overweight/obese. It does mess up organs slowly, and causes serious, irreversible damage. I get it how it kinda feels safe that you could change your mind anytime, but also other people can intervene anytime. Wanna share any particular reason why you chose this method?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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At least to me this method sounds like it would be unbearable and impossible to go through with, like wouldn't survival instincts kick in. I would prefer for the dying process to be over quickly.
 
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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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Feb 24, 2023
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You do you. Works fine for fragile people with terminal illness, yet takes ages for healthy ones, and even longer to those who start as overweight/obese. It does mess up organs slowly, and causes serious, irreversible damage. I get it how it kinda feels safe that you could change your mind anytime, but also other people can intervene anytime. Wanna share any particular reason why you chose this method?
My mind is telling me it's a simple process where you basically do nothing but it's not as simple as that. My thinking is also that I am also working off a lower starting weight so hopefully this time I succeed.
 
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noaccount

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Oct 26, 2019
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I am sorry that things are at the point where that's the best option.

I mean I know some political prisoners have hunger-struck unto death. And I knew a woman who severely starved herself for some years, then started eating again but died fairly young from the damage that the starvation had done.

You deserve peace however things turn out for you.
 
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missingpeace

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Feb 4, 2023
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You also have to stop drinking, even water.
 
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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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You also have to stop drinking, even water.
This is the hardest part - not drinking any liquids. I only lasted 5 days without drinking fluids. No food and drinking small amounts of water if I can't handle it is the plan. Just need to guts it out. I know it's going to be tough.
 
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CrystalR

CrystalR

“Where civil blood makes Civil hands unclean”
Feb 25, 2023
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Starvation has the ability to be highly ineffective as there is a threshold in which your body will reach ketosis, Burning fat instead of glucose. I am not saying that this is impossible, only slow and painful. Dehydration is an alternative, but it is very hard due to human instinct. I say this to say that you might need a new method.
 
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qwerty1969

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This is taking too long. I am going to get some camping gear and go into the desert and stay there until I die with no food water and distractions.
 
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lukas19

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This is the hardest part - not drinking any liquids. I only lasted 5 days without drinking fluids. No food and drinking small amounts of water if I can't handle it is the plan. Just need to guts it out. I know it's going to be tough.
Bobby Sands starved himself to death, it took him 66 days
 
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evientually

evientually

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Feb 26, 2023
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There used to be a documentary on Netflix that was just the documentation some guy left after going into the woods to do exactly this. I think it was "The Sound of Insects". Kind of boring, but also really interesting. And to you right now, relevant.
 
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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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I will get this done. I am determined.
 
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Fwompje

Fwompje

life is cruel and time heals nothing
Feb 23, 2023
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I will get this done. I am determined.
It's going to take a long time~ I've only seen it work on people who were terminal and I wouldn't wish that on anyone, not even someone who wants nothing more than to die.

I really do admire your strength to try this, will you keep updating this thread?
 
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stoopid

stoopid

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Feb 27, 2023
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Sounds like the most difficult way to go, i can't go for a hour without eating. Good luck with that, stay strong ❤️
 
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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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Feb 24, 2023
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I will update. Peace be with you all.
 
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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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Feb 24, 2023
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Day 1 complete heading into day 2 this is not easy but...
 
Electronic Music

Electronic Music

I want to have a choice too
Feb 26, 2023
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Day 1 complete heading into day 2 this is not easy but...
Wow, I'm kind of impressed. You seem determined so I won't throw advice to someone not wanting it. Good luck, I truly hope its not a miserable experience. Thanks for the updates, much love.
 
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ThisIsLife

ThisIsLife

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Feb 3, 2023
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Bro you chose probably the hardest method of all, it's also very painful and SI is ultra-strong when it comes to drinking water.

You said you'd go to the desert but man there are easiest, painless and faster methods to CTB, why would you want one of the slowest and painful experience ? If you are that much determined and you were already capable of a 50 days starvation (which is badass btw), why not considering gas or SN ?

That method screams "i want to suffer at all cost" to me, i can't compute that, but it's your choice after all.
I genuinely try to understand and i'm not judging or mocking.
 
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evientually

evientually

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Feb 26, 2023
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Yo, any updates dude? How you holding up?
 
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Sparx

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Please don't do this to yourself, there are easier methods.
 
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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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Feb 24, 2023
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Eating again because I feel I am getting no where fast. Thinking of drowning. Weights tied to ankles then jump overboard. Scary for me though.
 
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lebrodude

Mage
Jul 18, 2022
533
Yeah I could not do this I love food too much I would break in about a day.

Drowning with weights well it will work 100%. Quick but absolutely terrifying.
 
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Avyn

Avyn

Experienced
Jan 27, 2021
223
Eating again because I feel I am getting no where fast. Thinking of drowning. Weights tied to ankles then jump overboard. Scary for me though.
Good thing you're not continuing to starve yourself, drowning is way faster. It's been my method at the moment and I've been thinking of tying my hands or legs together while in the water or before jumping. Maybe you don't need the weights.

Since drowning is scary for you, you can try to get quite tipsy or maybe drunk before attempting. However, don't ctb if you're not ready yet. You can take your time to find a good method and maybe you will change your mind along the way!
 
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