Venting Starting to think jumping off a tall building is the only way to go

[heydude56]

Tried partial hanging multiple times but failed every single time (I just somehow keep waking up after passing out), don't really have any place at my home to do full suspension, slitting wrist seems too unreliable, and there's no real way for me to get SN or nitrogen gas in my country..

At least there are a lot of places I know where I can jump off from and at this point this seems to be the only surefire way to go with the options I have..
But I'm too much a coward to do it so I hope someday I'll have the courage to actually go through with this

 

[JadedBeing]

Me too. I've researched so fucking much but every method except Pentobarbital has some risk of failing. Even Pentobarbital is not 100% safe because of vomiting risk.

Jumping from a buidling is pretty reliable if you hit concrete and i'm sure you'll be dead before you experience any pain. Or for the first moment it will be like a car crash where you don't feel anything cus of the shock and adrenaline and then you die long before the pain hits you.

If my fentanyl method doesn't work out i want to jump. Thinking about just jumping alot. No more searching for methods for hours. It's so simpel but fucking scary too. Maybe it helps to drink some alcohol and do drugs before the final step. We'll see.

One of my fav movies is Vanilla sky. At the end He jumps of a skyscraper and it was the Best scene in the movie for me. Kinda looked fun. Maybe it's not so scary after all.

 

[heydude56]

Me too. I've researched so fucking much but every method except Pentobarbital has some risk of failing. Even Pentobarbital is not 100% safe because of vomiting risk.

Jumping from a buidling is pretty reliable if you hit concrete and i'm sure you'll be dead before you experience any pain. Or for the first moment it will be like a car crash where you don't feel anything cus of the shock and adrenaline and then you die long before the pain hits you.

If my fentanyl method doesn't work out i want to jump. Thinking about just jumping alot. No more searching for methods for hours. It's so simpel but fucking scary too. Maybe it helps to drink some alcohol and do drugs before the final step. We'll see.

One of my fav movies is Vanilla sky. At the end He jumps of a skyscraper and it was the Best scene in the movie for me. Kinda looked fun. Maybe it's not so scary after all.

I had the exact same experience watching Vanilla Sky lol

 

[Zerengin96]

Of you do it, make sure its from a high enough standpoint

 

[knickknack81]

If you are to jump for CTB, a few things to consider.

1. SI is a son of a bitch here. Many people who have tried to go through with this have said Survival instinct kicks in big time and their body really fights the urge to jump.
2. Make sure the building is high enough. I've heard it said 10 stories or higher is what basically guarantees death (although you might want to do some more research on that). You should try to land on concrete or make sure their is nothing below that can break yr fall.
3. Pick a quiet time when no one is around. God forbid you land on someone while doing this act or at the very least, scare them for life with such a crazy visual. You also don't want paramedics getting their super fast as in some cases they have managed to save people.

Just some things to look into. Luckily this site has plenty of solid resources to help you when it comes to jumping.

 

[heydude56]

If you are to jump for CTB, a few things to consider.

1. SI is a son of a bitch here. Many people who have tried to go through with this have said Survival instinct kicks in big time and their body really fights the urge to jump.
2. Make sure the building is high enough. I've heard it said 10 stories or higher is what basically guarantees death (although you might want to do some more research on that). You should try to land on concrete or make sure their is nothing below that can break yr fall.
3. Pick a quiet time when no one is around. God forbid you land on someone while doing this act or at the very least, scare them for life with such a crazy visual. You also don't want paramedics getting their super fast as in some cases they have managed to save people.

Just some things to look into. Luckily this site has plenty of solid resources to help you when it comes to jumping.

SI really is a bitch.. I've tried to jump multiple times after drinking a lot but so far no matter how drunk, I just couldn't do it

 

[Kitsuné_]

When things narrow all roads seem to end in the same place.

But as u say no matter how drunk, its almost impossible. I ve been only wandering places but watching it from the shore.

 

[weallhaveourghosts]

I'm jumping tonight. It's always been my last option if nothing else worked and now it's that time.

 

[telekon]

I'm jumping tonight. It's always been my last option if nothing else worked and now it's that time.

I don't know if you guys are still here, but I hope you all are... I just want you guys to know that people here read what you wrote and care.

If you are still around, you don't have to face tonight alone. There are people (me included) who would listen if you want to talk.

Whatever's happening, I'm really sorry it feels this unbearable right now. Not a huge fan of Jordan Peterson but he did say one thing that I think is useful which is: It can always wait one more day... there's no rush to ctb

 

[traingirl]

I'm jumping tonight. It's always been my last option if nothing else worked and now it's that time.

Rest easy.

 

[weallhaveourghosts]

I ended up being stopped by my roommate but they are no longer someone I can go to for support about being suicidal which means the only person I can truly talk to is my therapist. I tried doing meds again but shock and surprise they aren't working. So, I will probably jump tonight. If not from the building there's an interstate near me I can probably jump from. Weighing my options currently before I decide which one to do. I just can't hold myself to the standards my roommate asked of me to continue to live together and I just I don't know. I tried getting better multiple times this year and I just don't think I can do it. Every single time I come back to wanting to die.

 

[fromange]

I ended up being stopped by my roommate but they are no longer someone I can go to for support about being suicidal which means the only person I can truly talk to is my therapist. I tried doing meds again but shock and surprise they aren't working. So, I will probably jump tonight. If not from the building there's an interstate near me I can probably jump from. Weighing my options currently before I decide which one to do. I just can't hold myself to the standards my roommate asked of me to continue to live together and I just I don't know. I tried getting better multiple times this year and I just don't think I can do it. Every single time I come back to wanting to die.

Sorry to hear that. You sound like a very dedicated person. Props to you for trying.

I wanted to know what you mean by interstate though? I don't have access to any tall enough buildings. Do you mean going into traffic?

 

[weallhaveourghosts]

Sorry to hear that. You sound like a very dedicated person. Props to you for trying.

I wanted to know what you mean by interstate though? I don't have access to any tall enough buildings. Do you mean going into traffic?

Thanks.

I also don't have many tall buildings near me. What I mean by interstate is like almost like jumping off an overpass. There is a bridge but unfortunately it has fences so its impossible to jump from there.