flutebloom
hopeless • they/them
- Apr 4, 2025
- 107
Posting this cause I am too lazy to make a suicide note. I hate my dad. Sitting with a water bottle in my hand because I want to drink some water and savor that before I go. I've always loved water. I hope in my next life I get to be a cat or a dog. I don't want to be a human again. According to my religion if you kill yourself you end up suffering even more in your next life. I wonder if that's true for me. I feel like I'm being driven to suicide. It seems like God wants me to do this.
