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endless_pain
Student
- Apr 16, 2023
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I left my abusive parents house for a job in another country to have just another abusive situation with my neighbors this time.
I have been in a rent that before was a shop and the landlord transformed it in an house.
The neighbors were like a little shop as well that liked to do a lot of noise early in the morning for the opening leaving no room for sleep.
Tried to talk about it, instead I have noticed from time to time a stalking behaviour with sudden thumping noises on the wall during the day that would literally make you jump from the chair. It was just one single party wall, no double thing here.
I have been doing a super stressfull job like call centers from home, and added to that this sudden noise that would happen like every hour sometimes more often, raised my stress levels even more and made me afraid of them. I believe their purpose was to make me attempt suicide. Why?
Because I discovered that it was done on purpose. After I tried backfiring to them, they did it again even louder till the day I was leaving to return to my parents house exhausted where the bangings were so loud and infrequent that in order to avoid major crysis I had to wear my ear plugs that luckly I carried with me and served their purpose to resist.
I cannot believe how these individuals, after talking with them, seemed the most psychopaths ever met.
The son of the shop owners stared at me and said that it would be like this every morning like he enjoyed torturing me. Never discussed about the banging noise, because they would have gaslighted me and made their game.
Think that now I have anyway no friends, in an abusive parents house as before and with another trauma added to the rest.
I cannot think how much cruel life could be here.
I have been in a rent that before was a shop and the landlord transformed it in an house.
The neighbors were like a little shop as well that liked to do a lot of noise early in the morning for the opening leaving no room for sleep.
Tried to talk about it, instead I have noticed from time to time a stalking behaviour with sudden thumping noises on the wall during the day that would literally make you jump from the chair. It was just one single party wall, no double thing here.
I have been doing a super stressfull job like call centers from home, and added to that this sudden noise that would happen like every hour sometimes more often, raised my stress levels even more and made me afraid of them. I believe their purpose was to make me attempt suicide. Why?
Because I discovered that it was done on purpose. After I tried backfiring to them, they did it again even louder till the day I was leaving to return to my parents house exhausted where the bangings were so loud and infrequent that in order to avoid major crysis I had to wear my ear plugs that luckly I carried with me and served their purpose to resist.
I cannot believe how these individuals, after talking with them, seemed the most psychopaths ever met.
The son of the shop owners stared at me and said that it would be like this every morning like he enjoyed torturing me. Never discussed about the banging noise, because they would have gaslighted me and made their game.
Think that now I have anyway no friends, in an abusive parents house as before and with another trauma added to the rest.
I cannot think how much cruel life could be here.
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