Venting Stabbing hurts, need new method or tips

[Laurentj]

i've always hated the idea of cutting yourself on the wrists or edges but my only method of killing myself is by running into on coming traffic or cutting myself. I have nothing, no rope, no high places - only utensils or the roads outside. I never wanted my death to be painful but its too much to even ask for a quick painless death so i tried stabbing myself in the neck and it hurt so much i didnt even hit an artery it was only surface level external wound and it already hurt i want so badly to go outside and buy SN and end it all is there no other way i can kill myself? Its so hard acquiring anything or any location i can even effectively kill myself in please recommend me ways in which i can kill myself with my limited resources. Please i cant even go outside and buy anything i dont have access to any money or transport outside of my parents

 

[AnonymousL]

i've always hated the idea of cutting yourself on the wrists or edges but my only method of killing myself is by running into on coming traffic or cutting myself. I have nothing, no rope, no high places - only utensils or the roads outside. I never wanted my death to be painful but its too much to even ask for a quick painless death so i tried stabbing myself in the neck and it hurt so much i didnt even hit an artery it was only surface level external wound and it already hurt i want so badly to go outside and buy SN and end it all is there no other way i can kill myself? Its so hard acquiring anything or any location i can even effectively kill myself in please recommend me ways in which i can kill myself with my limited resources. Please i cant even go outside and buy anything i dont have access to any money or transport outside of my parents

Shallow water method could be an option

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just so horrible and cruel how we cannot easily leave this existence in peace, I really wish there's a straightforward way to just be gone. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, the fact that suicide is so inaccessible is what's always kept me trapped here as well.

 

[SmollMushroom]

Hyperventilation in a bathtub could be a way too.