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Ligottian
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- Dec 19, 2021
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I read years ago that suicides peak in the spring. My anxiety and depression always peak then. This year has been really bad. Any thoughts on this?
I hate having to mow the damn grass.Anecdotally, this tracks for me too. April has definitely been worse for me than the winter months. I hate the sunlight, I hate the budding flowers, I hate the warming temperatures, I hate all the people coming out and enjoying their lives under the sun. I just want to be left alone amidst darkness and death.
@divinemistress36 Aww sorry virtual hugI hate the heat and the brightness and it brings out all the people
@Ligottian Interesting I have never considered how seasons can effect moods in people.I read years ago that suicides peak in the spring. My anxiety and depression always peak then. This year has been really bad. Any thoughts on this?
The snow with sun out is the best@divinemistress36 Aww sorry virtual hug
I love the heat because in the UK it is always raining. I do love snow because its so magical and it brings out my inner child.
@Ligottian Interesting I have never considered how seasons can effect moods in people.
@divinemistress36 It truly is. I just love the snow so much. I still look back at the snow pictures I took in 2022 because it was a happier time in my life and for the first time I wasn't suicidal.The snow with sun out is the best
Same. Usually November and December. Darkness, holiday season, cold........... hypocrisy about the perfect, loving family everywhere...For me, it's December and January. Usually the holiday season is the trigger.
It can maybe still get better.... maybe the start of the sunny weather is the most difficult.I hoped that sunny weather would make me feel better but it barely does
I go out of my house every morning for a walk or short bicycle trip. Assuming I will feel better after being on the move. But it barely works out...It can maybe still get better.... maybe the start of the sunny weather is the most difficult.