Method Spontaneous CTB?

[CS~]

Is there a sure-fire method without planning? I've got a months supply of mirtazapine and maybe 20 paracetamol, but I think that'll just make me sick. I've practiced partial but never found the sweet spot. I don't live near any high rise buildings and leaving the house will cause alarm. I absolutely do not trust knives.

What are the options? If I sound desperate, it's because I'm frantic and I am desperate.

 

[Agon321]

Spontaneously CTB without a plan is not a good idea. Certainly do not try to overdose on paracetamol, because you will only hurt yourself.
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Maybe you'll find something for yourself.

 

[Linda]

NEVER make a ctb attempt without thorough and careful planning. If you do, you are quite likely to (1) fail, and (2) finish up in a worse condition than you are now. As someone on this site wisely noted a few days ago - I think it was @sserafim - "Failing to plan is planning to fail".

 

[dragonofenvy]

When I tried spontaneously doing it about a week ago things went very very poorly for me. I was lucky that I didn't get horrifically injured or put in jail or a psych ward. If you don't plan it things will get a lot worse.

 

[mtoro998]

You should always research and plan your method properly. The last thing you want is to fail and end up worse then u are now. I dont think thats what you want.

 

[tbroken]

When I tried spontaneously doing it about a week ago things went very very poorly for me. I was lucky that I didn't get horrifically injured or put in jail or a psych ward. If you don't plan it things will get a lot worse.

What did you try to do? If you wish to share ofc...

 

[CS~]

I'm clearly in a crisis right now. I'm waiting until the coast is clear to leave the house. Fuck knows what I'll do then. I'll properly read those links again.

 

[dragonofenvy]

What did you try to do? If you wish to share ofc...

Tried jumping off a bridge but the police were a witness and tried to stop me. I ran from them which is a felony. Whether it actually would've been charged who's to say? I was in an extremely bad state of mind then and it could've easily screwed my life over as even if in the best case scenario I went to a psych ward it would've been expensive as hell like it was last time. I made a thread a long time ago about how I went to one and the $24,000 bill killed my chances of getting to a good school and pretty much ruined my life.

I'm clearly in a crisis right now. I'm waiting until the coast is clear to leave the house. Fuck knows what I'll do then. I'll properly read those links again.

All I'm going to say is don't do anything impulsively. I'm sorry for what you're going through right now but trying to pull it off with poor planning will only make things worse. You'll need to give yourself time to plan. If you don't plan and fuck it up what's going to happen?