Sooner or later - for those who will CTB

[sometimesoon]

Do you think that being on this site will increase the chance you will CTB or do it even sooner than you might otherwise?

 

[Loona KLD]

I've a deadline for my CTB, this site helps me find info about how to do it the right way, though I may do it sooner then expected

 

[Praestat_Mori]

In my case, it made me postpone my plans and helped me going through rough times. CTB is still an option but hopefully I don't have to kms anytime soon.

 

[3/4Dead]

In my case, it made me postpone my plans and helped me going through rough times. CTB is still an option but hopefully I don't have to kms anytime soon.

Kind of similar for me actually, yeah. I'm going to do it regardless, but I feel less like I need to do it ASAP, and I should and can take more time to plan. I didn't really know how powerful hearing "you're not ready, give it some more time, you can always die later" was until someone on here said it to me (not those words verbatim but you get what I mean)

 

[rozeske]

For me it didn't. I was dead set when I first got here but somehow I'm still here months later. The only major factor in your ctb decision is your rl situation.

 

[Roadrunner]

Being on this site hasn't changed if or when I will. It may have helped me make a better decision how.

 

[1043169]

It's helped me vent my feelings and in a weird way calmed my mind and let me feel without worry of being sectioned.

 

[pilotviolin]

it made me think twice about doing anything rash, in general i do not plan on CTB right away as i am holding on for the long haul, but if im older, made an effort to have a normal life, and the world around me has not changed or changed for the worse then my head is on the chopping block. if i CTB sooner it most likely wont be because of this site, actually, this site is really nice because its rare you find an online environment where people are people and not just words or cliques, if that makes sense.

 

[EmoIsNotAPhase]

Talking frankly about it is helping me. I'm trying desperately to make it to thirty and when it gets hard coming here and talking about or talking about plans. Figuring stuff out helps more than people who aren't in that spot can understand. Is nice to not just hear' you shouldn't because I'll miss you' or' live for me' it's nice to not been told to stay and in a word way it's helping me to stay longer. I don't understand why. Maybe I'm feeling less alone and less like a burden who has to hold it inside

 

[catoid]

Do you think that being on this site will increase the chance you will CTB or do it even sooner than you might otherwise?

for me, its increased my chances but itll probably take me longer to get to now. seeing such in depth plans on here from other people has made me rethink things and i want to be more intricate in how i plan my next attempt to ensure it works. but i'll definitely go through with it (at some point, whenever that may be) now that i have access to so many resources about different methods