argonian_maid
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- Jul 1, 2026
- 7
I've had an early puberty from sexual abuse and my gonads didn't develop properly. I was offered testosterone treatments but they'd raise me to the bare minimum for a guy my age. I'm thinking about trying steroids that I can get online and doing blood tests regularly. Ideally getting to the higher range of average testosterone. I'd like to have more energy and put on muscle mass, hoping that the extra energy will help me workout.
Worth a shot? I'm not really worried about long term damage. Even if I stop being suicidal I don't want to live past 60. I don't plan on being able to retire financially or raise a family. I also plan on trying harder steroids like tren if testosterone works well.
Just seems like it won't really fix anything and just prolong the time until I ctb. And I'm wanting to leave sooner rather than later, just need to find a good home for my cat.
Worth a shot? I'm not really worried about long term damage. Even if I stop being suicidal I don't want to live past 60. I don't plan on being able to retire financially or raise a family. I also plan on trying harder steroids like tren if testosterone works well.
Just seems like it won't really fix anything and just prolong the time until I ctb. And I'm wanting to leave sooner rather than later, just need to find a good home for my cat.
