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Honey0TU

Honey0TU

what doesnt kill you, makes you wish you were dead
Mar 24, 2020
9
pretty self explanatory. i vent by listening to sad songs, any recommendations?
 
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liluglibih

Member
Jul 14, 2020
55


anyone remember SvsR 07?
 
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JustABunchOfAtoms

She/they
Jul 23, 2020
516
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,155
This song resonates so deeply with me. Although, the person who wrote it may have had different intentions with the lyrics, they fit me in a different way.

<3



Lyrics:

Tell me somethin', girl
Are you happy in this modern world?
Or do you need more?
Is there somethin' else you're searchin' for?

I'm fallin'
In all the good times I find myself longin' for change
And in the bad times, I fear myself

Tell me something, boy
Aren't you tired tryin' to fill that void?
Or do you need more?
Ain't it hard keepin' it so hardcore?

I'm falling
In all the good times I find myself longing for change
And in the bad times, I fear myself

I'm off the deep end, watch as I dive in
I'll never meet the ground
Crash through the surface, where they can't hurt us
We're far from the shallow now

In the sha-ha-sha-ha-llow
In the sha-ha-sha-la-la-la-llow
In the sha-ha-sha-ha-llow
We're far from the shallow now

Oh, ha-ah-ah
Ah, ha-ah-ah, oh, ah
Ha-ah-ah-ah

I'm off the deep end, watch as I dive in
I'll never meet the ground
Crash through the surface, where they can't hurt us
We're far from the shallow now

In the sha-ha-sha-ha-llow
In the sha-ha-sha-la-la-la-llow
In the sha-ha-sha-ha-llow
We're far from the shallow now
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
989
Warning, these may get stuck in your head. :ahhha:









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degeneratewaste

degeneratewaste

dressed for the grave.
Aug 24, 2020
264
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
A classic.



 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,133
My fave band and one of my fave songs:)
 
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TheLostCause

TheLostCause

Falling Apart
Nov 7, 2020
91
 
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MindFog

MindFog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
733
I already posted it in another thread, but it's a really good song. Quite ambiguous too, Since it's an outsider's perspective rather than the depressed person. Sorry i'm gushing. I just really like it.

 
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mpnf

mpnf

Mental anguish..no more please.
Oct 3, 2019
190
Billie Eilish or whatever her name is : Everything I Wanted.
 
mookid

mookid

Member
Nov 11, 2020
7
I know these songs may seem weird but I like them a lot, they don't even have lyrics but they're still giving me sad vibes and I love them so much. I'm not sure their genre though, some kind of breakcore I guess. I'm not sure if you'll like them but I still want to share them.




 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,595
Fried Noodles - Pink Guy:

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Dead Souls (Remaster) - Joy Division:



This song is interesting. The lyrics describe the pain that the lead singer of the band, Ian Curtis, was experiencing before his suicide in the year 1980. Before his death Ian suffered from seizures which severely affected his life including his music career.

I am not sure if this song is totally about suicide. My internet is not working properly so it is difficult to search for information about it; plus there do not seem to be many results anyway. Different people make different claims about what the lyrics actually mean; some say that they refer to Ian Curtis's constant torture in his life and that he felt he had no reason to live any more; which would mean that the song is related to suicide. Another claim is that it is a reference to the Russian novel of the same name: Dead Souls. The novel is about climbing the social ladder and the accumulation of wealth. It mocks the upper-class that were around in the time period that the novel is set in: 1800's Russia. Supposedly the song related to this novel in that it points to the absurdity of life and how society is very materialistic and shallow. If this is true then it would relate to the lack of purpose that Ian felt before his death.
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Lithium - Nirvana:



The lyrics of Lithium are about the lead singer, Kurt Kobain, and the isolation that he experienced throughout his life. In the song Kurt sings about how he has found his "friends" who were imaginary. He created them to fight off the loneliness that he felt due to not having many (or any) human friends at all. The title of the song is a reference to the element of the same name (Lithium) that is used to treat bipolar disorder - Kurt cobain suffered from this disorder. The unhappiness, isolation and manic depression that Kurt Cobain went through are what are thought to have contributed to him ending his own life in 1994, so this song could definitely relate to suicide.
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Leonard - Full Metal Jacket OST:



This is an additional mention. It is a track from the movie: Full Metal Jacket (1987). Nothing much can be said about how this relates to the topic without spoiling the film; other than that this song is the theme of one of the movies characters: Leonard. You may wish to watch it for yourself to find out the meaning of this song; however it is a war movie so it might not be to your liking - depending on your preference(s). If you or anyone else is not interested in watching the film then I could post more about this song.
 
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OopsIdidntwanttodie

OopsIdidntwanttodie

Ctb by the 20th of December
Oct 11, 2020
137


its really pretty and the singer made it for his friend talking about his experience with suicide :)
 
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neitherherenorthere

neitherherenorthere

Experienced
Apr 22, 2020
223
Brown Feather Sparrow has pretty depressing music in general (though they get sort of Jesus-y, just to forewarn you). You can find them on BandCamp.



"What if I leave you here / Would it be easier?"




"I wouldn't mind / if you would take my life / Such a relief"


This is probably super cliche, but yeah, Linkin Park.



"I'll never fight again and this is how it ends"



"When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done / Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed / Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty / Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest"

Maybe not directly about suicide, but the song definitely feels like a suicide note to me.
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Bring me the horizon - doomed


Afi - miss murder
 
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Deleted member 24152

Deleted member 24152

"Dying Is an art, like everything else."
Nov 24, 2020
20




 
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Moon Flower

I'll soon be sleeping sound
Oct 14, 2019
536


Surprised to have not seen this one yet
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
A bit of my favorite ones :



 
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LordVessel

LordVessel

Nice tits!
Nov 24, 2020
5
fuck i was adding a bunch of songs and now the page reset and my progress is lost...

anyway here they are again without the links:
one of my favs
Gods of Rapture - Meshuggah

Gallery of Suicide - Canninal Corpse

Suicide Machine - Death

When he Died - Lemon Demon. this one is a little ambigous

Demon of the Fall - Opeth. the whole album is about a ghost that gets mad at his still alive lover for moving on. so he kills her

Hessian Peel - Opeth

ooh cant forget these


 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,801
This entire album was his last gift to the world before he died from suicide
 
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hoping to lose hope

hoping to lose hope

<3 Message me to trade music <3
Nov 14, 2020
848

Would also rec a most peculiar man.
 
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LenkaX

LenkaX

Maybe there is a hope!
Aug 14, 2020
366
As I read what people post here, I no longer wonder why I'm so fucking lonely, alone and socially isolated. It's because I listen only to top quality serious music (Wagner, Bach etc.). Especially in Wagner's operas, many of the characters long for death like me and some of them even die of suicide (like I will soon).
 
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hoping to lose hope

hoping to lose hope

<3 Message me to trade music <3
Nov 14, 2020
848
This entire album was his last gift to the world before he died from suicide
It says it is unavalible and I cannot see what it is. Mind sharing name?
As I read what people post here, I no longer wonder why I'm so fucking lonely, alone and socially isolated. It's because I listen only to top quality serious music (Wagner, Bach etc.). Especially in Wagner's operas, many of the characters long for death like me and some of them even die of suicide (like I will soon).
I do not think this is why we all feel like dying but there is a connection between people having mental issues or life struggles and taking refuge in music that the typical person is ignorant of.
 
MrBigSad

MrBigSad

Experienced
Sep 30, 2020
245
 
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LMFAO FOCKERS

Lost in Aokigahara
May 26, 2019
528
One of my favs!!! Video is perfect too.... perfect blend of the battle between suicide and resilience.



 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,801
It says it is unavalible and I cannot see what it is. Mind sharing name?

I do not think this is why we all feel like dying but there is a connection between people having mental issues or life struggles and taking refuge in music that the typical person is ignorant of.
Hmm I guess YouTube is being funny. The song is Nights that Won't Happen by the Purple Mountains, all the other songs on the album are about CTB as well.
 
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