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leiche

leiche

i need a cigarette
Aug 19, 2020
196
if you have a special song and you want to spend the last minutes of your life listening to it, feel free to share it!

i'll start.
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
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catsarecool

catsarecool

Remember me for me, I need to set my spirit free
Jul 2, 2020
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
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marconk

marconk

Member
Aug 31, 2019
39



"Jesus, was it you indeed,

to flirt unkindly with my greed,

promising eternal life,

when you knew it was not right,

when you knew that what I'd need was willingness and comfort there?"
 
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nerve

nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
1,011


soundtrack of my ideal afterlife :heart:
 
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leiche

leiche

i need a cigarette
Aug 19, 2020
196
pack of cigarettes in my pocket
makes me wanna live this day
i'll take my phone, call my mom
"mom, why do i want to die?"

pack of cigarettes will never end
to be honest don't wanna give up smoking
walls of this room are pressing on me
white ceiling, fall asleep in the cold
opened windows, wind blows to them
i never closed them, i'm waiting till it gets warm
my friends are my cigarettes
we'll never part with them

pack of cigarettes in my pocket
makes me wanna live this day
i'll take my phone, call my mom
"mom, why do i want to die?"

rain is outside, my heart is beating
this song, what do i sing in it?
maybe tomorrow will never come
maybe tomorrow i'll see the sun
i'm tired of trying
living ain't easy

pack of cigarettes in my pocket
makes me wanna live this day
i'll take my phone, call my mom
"mom, why do i want to die?"

 
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donquixote42

Member
Aug 14, 2020
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
For some reason, this song makes me acutely suicidal and makes me think of suicide as something romantic and beautiful. It's very far from what I normally listen to and I don't know why it has such a profound effect on me.

 
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Sweet Release

Sweet Release

Experienced
Nov 24, 2019
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
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IsThisTheEnd?

IsThisTheEnd?

Mange
Aug 6, 2020
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,362


or

 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
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Someday I'll find it, though probably not in this life. :pfff:
 
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Leech

Leech

ɴᴏᴡ'ꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟy ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ʀᴇᴀʟ
Aug 8, 2020
205
Oh man I have a whole spotify playlist of songs for this exact purpose and I'm having a hard time narrowing it down but here's the ones I'd want the most.











 
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Sweet Release

Sweet Release

Experienced
Nov 24, 2019
252
Oh man I have a whole spotify playlist of songs for this exact purpose and I'm having a hard time narrowing it down but here's the ones I'd want the most.













I saw Alcest live this year before the Covid19 Lockdown.
Amazing band!
 
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lucid

lucid

antinatalist specialist
Jun 29, 2019
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
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Both of these:


 
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the_phoenix_project

the_phoenix_project

Member
Aug 9, 2020
13
probably this song:

 
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leiche

leiche

i need a cigarette
Aug 19, 2020
196
i can't decide :ahhha:

 
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riglad

riglad

tired of tomorrow
Feb 8, 2020
23


whenever i decide to do it, it will be to this song
 
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donquixote42

Member
Aug 14, 2020
34
Amazing song! It's a soundtrack for the best movie I've ever seen - What to Do in Case of Fire
Thank you for reminding me of it!


Thanks for the recommendation.
I haven't watched much German cinema outside of Das Leben der Anderen and Goodbye Lenin. I'll check it out :)

My favorite use of a Radiohead song in a movie is probably the scene in 告白/Confessions with Last Flowers (a song from B-side of In Rainbows)
 
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Winona

Winona

Member
Sep 26, 2018
59
Thanks for the recommendation.
I haven't watched much German cinema outside of Das Leben der Anderen and Goodbye Lenin. I'll check it out :)

My favorite use of a Radiohead song in a movie is probably the scene in 告白/Confessions with Last Flowers (a song from B-side of In Rainbows)
Wow! Super! Thank you for the recommendation in return. And I just never watched Japanese movies. Let's expand our cultural horizons)

German films are often a bit clumsy, but sincere )
 
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BehindTheWall

BehindTheWall

May 21th 2020
Aug 26, 2020
132
When the time will come, I will listening to this song. It was one the favorite song of my bestfriend who decide to go to a better place.



It's french, so you probably won't understand anything.
 
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ExitStageLeft

ExitStageLeft

Experienced
Mar 7, 2020
233


I love your handle.

This is mine. This is a fan-edited version of the song, but I think it works even better slowed way down. I don't care how cheesy anyone might find the WWE association. I imagine laying on a bed, having just drank Nembutal, listening to this on repeat for hours until I slip into whatever comes next.

 
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