ObssessedEirika
“I’m so damn tired.”
- Jan 7, 2024
- 26
What song would you guys choose as your last to listen to before you CTB? I have so many I probably wouldn't be able to pick just one.
It was hard decision but i came to this song as i drink N:
Demolition Lovers by My Chemical Romance
At this time I have no plans to CTB in the foreseeable future. However, if it ever comes to that, this would be the song. It was the song that my ex and I would regularly listen to, when he said that he loved me and wanted to spend his life with me. He ended up leaving me because I was affecting his mental health too much. He has very similar issues to me, and we truly understood each other. For a while I truly wanted to live and I wanted to get better for myself because of how he helped me get through things. When he left, he took away my will to live for myself, and left me with only the desire for revenge against my abusers.
I know that no one is going to be there for me at the time I leave, if I CTB. If there is a next life, I hope that someone loves me in that life. If there is no next life, this world won't miss me.
I love My Chemical Romance