Sometimes mental illness can't be fixed, especially when it's trauma related

[BlazingBob]

Some people will never get better. Unfortunately I'm one of them. I've been battling for over 3 decades and am worse than ever. The fact we can't have a peaceful exit is sadistic and barbaric. If anyone else is dealing with treatment resistant mental illness I'm truly sorry you're also suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really sounds like you've suffered so much in this cruel existence, I also just wish for a painless way to eternally cease existing, it'd bring me so much relief to never suffer again in this existence that just caused me pain, I find it so terrible and dreadful how there's all this suffering. But anyway I wish you all the best.