ElTopo
Don't listen to me, I am drunk
- Mar 30, 2025
- 187
The choice is between dying naturally, and all my suffering dies with me in a way, while the other is ctb and all my suffering is poured onto others, and some times I think they all deserve it, sometimes I hope they can all feel some of it.
In a way it's just a weird way of wanting to be understood, or even simply have your pain acknowledged. I think there's some resent for others in it too.
To go in silence is sure more ethical if one could have a choice.
I'm convinced people like me cannot go naturally in a weird way, it would be an injustice to existence, it devalues suffering and pain, we either fix ourselves to death or explode onto others.
In a way it's just a weird way of wanting to be understood, or even simply have your pain acknowledged. I think there's some resent for others in it too.
To go in silence is sure more ethical if one could have a choice.
I'm convinced people like me cannot go naturally in a weird way, it would be an injustice to existence, it devalues suffering and pain, we either fix ourselves to death or explode onto others.
