Venting Sometimes I feel like I hate everyone. But I also feel like I love everyone... Am I crazy?

[deadtrash666]

I feel like isolating myself very often, sometimes I feel like I hate everyone and everything. But I also feel like that's the farthest thing from the truth, and that I actually hope the best for everyone. And I wanna be understanding of everyone's life and circumstances.... I feel an internal struggle with myself, my feelings of isolation, hatred and my feelings of love and care. I don't want anyone to have anything bad happen to them . In fact I want people to have outstanding, fulfilling lives, but I want to stay away from everyone because I "hate" being around. I feel like I'm a nutjob sometimes. I "hate" everyone, but I'd never leave anyone behind. Even a stranger. What's wrong with me?

 

[mysticatedwine]

i feel similar, maybe we're both crazy.

i sometimes feel crushed emotionally when something bad happens to someone else. i wish i could protect everyone's innocence and joy from the harshness of this world. at the same time, i hate people because i feel like an outcast around them and that makes me suffer a lot. it's a very strange mindset to be in. i've seen myself cry because some random stranger has gone through a minor inconvenience, and i've also seen myself distanciate a lot from everyone.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I don't think it's crazy. Maybe it's more a distrust of people? I certainly have that. But, maybe it's just bad experiences. Perhaps you have loved people or, at least shown them kindness and, they've been unpleasant in some way back. Even in just taking you for granted maybe? I don't know. But I think we probably develop a 'hate' of people for a reason. I don't like risking being around people but, I don't wish them harm either. I just tend to find being around them often makes me feel worse.

 

[deadtrash666]

i feel similar, maybe we're both crazy.

i sometimes feel crushed emotionally when something bad happens to someone else. i wish i could protect everyone's innocence and joy from the harshness of this world. at the same time, i hate people because i feel like an outcast around them and that makes me suffer a lot. it's a very strange mindset to be in. i've seen myself cry because some random stranger has gone through a minor inconvenience, and i've also seen myself distanciate a lot from everyone.

Dude. So real... I feel this alot. Hey at least we can both be crazy in this world together and know we're not alone ahahaha. Hugs

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

Personally, replace hate with disgust, and this is basically how i feel towards people in general o7

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

same

 

[mysticatedwine]

Dude. So real... I feel this alot. Hey at least we can both be crazy in this world together and know we're not alone ahahaha. Hugs

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