Sometimes I fantasize killing myself and leaving behind a suicide note of my past bullies, and them losing their jobs and becoming ...

[WhenTheyCry]

unemployable forever. But that's just a fantasy. If such a thing happened it's likely that nothing will come of it, and I wouldn't even be alive to see it.

 

[mortuarymary]

But would it make you feel better doing it before you ctb?

 

[carac]

I think it's prefectly normal to want to right all the wrong that has been done to you. I've been watching a lot of Korean TV and the theme of revenge is very concurrent in the culture. There is one show called The Glory that it might be worth checking out, it could be very cathartic for you, just warning though it could be triggering also.

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

I think about naming all the bullies all the time.

 

[ikadasui]

Unless they did something illegal, then I highly doubt anything would happen to them. You'd probably just be called mentally unwell and that'd be the end of it

 

[beaten96]

I proved mine and all their illegal shit.. i get to name them all.. and they cant say or do shit about it..now they look like the crazy insane npd trash they are..

 

[Worndown]

That is a great fantasy.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

I'd encourage you to try and drop that fantasy, no one will give a shit either way. I know i know..

It's the truth, best thing is to apply some buddhism, let go of those fantasies and just do it for youself and only yourself.

More tiring having those ideas, they never pan out like in your imagination.

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

Ugh the Buddhism. Not everyone needs religion. It's so boring that people who have religion always bring everything about what we need to apply. The religious people are welcomed to apply some self restraint and not talk about it.

 

[F@#$]

Kinda,but my revenge will be substantially gnarlyer than a note.