Help Someone who will hold me as I do it

[pusheen]

I would like to try going using night night method. I would like someone to hold me as I do it and make sure I don't wake up and do it correctly, or let me cry and hug if I am too scared to do it. I do realize it's a lot to ask and might have legal connotations for that person after they're the only person left in the room with a body. Not to mention it might traumatize them. I also don't know anyone who would let me do this with them, not that I'm close to, which is excruciating and another issue in itself.
What would be the best way to go about this? Any tips? Be gentle. Being logical and realistic is not my forte, overthinking is.

 

[GoSan1]

Welcome to SaSu! I am sorry that you too are suffering in this world...

I recommend you check out the partner's mega thread, there you can post listings of what you want to do, where you're from, the method and much more.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/partners-megathread-read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.1253/page-202#post-2816591

Maybe include the location as well.

 

[maniac116]

I think you may have trouble finding someone to actually attend your ctb. Comforting you while you ctb, I believe may be seen as encouraging, participating in or assisting a suicide.
And remember you dont really know anyone here.I wouldnt give out my address