Venting Someone kill me.

[ざいわ]

I had this thought maybe a year or several month's back. Honestly, I wouldn't mind dying by someone. Maybe this sounds fucked up but If someone chose to follow me home in attempts of abducting me/kidnapping me, I hope they just kill me... since I don't have the drive to do it myself rn. =)
Sorry, I bring no original thought to this forum :/

 

[pointblank]

I have thought about that. Like enlisting as a soldier so that I can be killed in action.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

I wish.

I've definitely reacted more aggressively in some confrontations with people, hoping they'd get angry enough to kill me.

 

[astr4]

i fantasize a lot about dying as a martyr somehow, at least then my death could have meaning and purpose the way my life could never.